Cyraumond
Disciple of Prayer
It was so sad. I don’t have the words to describe it but I hope Martha has someone with her 27/7. We are all devastated and my eyes hurt from crying all day at the funeral/ celebration of life with all the family and friends. I can not believe he’s gone. It’s like we’re all living in a nightmare I just need someone to talk to because I’m so freaked out about him being here one minute and gone the next I can’t wrap my head around it. Thought I’d hold myself together better than this but I’m still in shock I guess. And I can’t talk to any of them cause well you know Noah was our world and now he’s gone and we won’t hear he laughing and joking around and we’ll sorry I just needed someone to talk to and they don’t need my burden and sadness on top of their too. Please pray for comfort and understanding for us cause I can’t believe this is even real. Sorry I got g for a walk or something I feel like I’m losing it and I need a hug for some one. I just want to scream THIS IS NOT FAIR WHY NOAH WHY I sorry I’ll stop talking. Thank You though for the prayers yesterday it really calmed my soul.
Thank You 
with love, me


