Miranda T
Faithful Servant
I will have to discuss with my current landlady's relative on whether to extend my current lease agreement of the apartment which I have been living. I really need God's grace and wisdom to deal with this transition. I have been doing many apartment inspecting and viewing since early April, most of the time I spent are to look at the advertising in the websites and speaking to the property agents. But have not yet confirmed a place to sign up. Pray that God will comfort me as I feel very overwhelmed and exhausted. I have asked around the agents said the same size apartment nearby all costs $### per month but I am paying $### per month now almost two years and also being unemployed with my online business has not been doing good. I desperately need a job to provide me with finance to pay for the rent and also food etc. I don't think I can afford $### per month. Besides, there are still lots of remaining stocks not yet being sold. I am totally stuck and don't know what I can do. Together with the news updates from the Government that there might be an earthquake and Tsunami happening in July or the second half of the year which means it would be very dangerous for me to extend my lease here as the place is nearby the seas. I would rather need to move to somewhere up the hill or at least in an inner land area to avoid the sea level rises. But with my limited budget and also my body limitation due to AS this autoimmune problem. I feel very anxious each day when looking for a place to move. I feel very exhausted to deal with this kind of fear and anxiety as well, cannot be 100% me. I need help from God. Besides, I generally am not being accepted by the churches nearby, I was attending but not able to know anybody or making friends, so these two years, I have developed severe depression and insomnia, lack of motivation but I am struggling to break free every day, I am not sure if it is called as spiritual warfare or not, But it is how it is. I have sent out lots of CV but not yet got an interview with a company. I don't know why. I am very scared what will happen next and whether I can manage any changes and whether I can pay for my daily needs. Pls pray for me. In Jesus' name. AMEN