Anonymous
Beloved of All
My mother treats me so poorly in comparison to my sister. My mother treats my sister as if she is perfect and never does anything wrong. And. Myself... when expressing how I feel (I express respectfully). She accuses me of being wrong. And. Fabricates as if I am accusing or making it as if my mother is wrong. When. She is wrong. She then... puts herself superior. And. As if she is always right and never did anything wrong. And. Defends my sister who is threatening me.
She invites a guy to the house. He has never said hi to me. Never greeted me. She has such an evil control over me. He spends the night. In her bedroom. In the same bed. And. Growing up. She said, "No visitors. And. No one is allowed to spend the night. And. We aren't allowed to go visit our friends. OR. Spend the night." My sister spends the night at a guy's house. And. Sleeps in the same bed. Lied about how many boyfriends she had. She had 7 boyfriends. She started having boyfriends in middle school. 6th grade. I had never had a relationship. I am waiting for the church to open up matchmaking.
I can't even provide all that my sister gets away with. Because. Of this evil control she has over me. And. My mom supporting her. I am a guy. And. She treats me as if I'm bad. When. I had committed in becoming a priest. She does not respect the church and does not respect how Christ Jesus is in our life.
I fear for my life. I wish for all my pain to finally end. Calling the cops and having law enforcement intervene. Would make it worse. Because. There's no where else to go. And. The legal system will fail and securing stability of the house hold. My father cannot afford that.
She invites a guy to the house. He has never said hi to me. Never greeted me. She has such an evil control over me. He spends the night. In her bedroom. In the same bed. And. Growing up. She said, "No visitors. And. No one is allowed to spend the night. And. We aren't allowed to go visit our friends. OR. Spend the night." My sister spends the night at a guy's house. And. Sleeps in the same bed. Lied about how many boyfriends she had. She had 7 boyfriends. She started having boyfriends in middle school. 6th grade. I had never had a relationship. I am waiting for the church to open up matchmaking.
I can't even provide all that my sister gets away with. Because. Of this evil control she has over me. And. My mom supporting her. I am a guy. And. She treats me as if I'm bad. When. I had committed in becoming a priest. She does not respect the church and does not respect how Christ Jesus is in our life.
I fear for my life. I wish for all my pain to finally end. Calling the cops and having law enforcement intervene. Would make it worse. Because. There's no where else to go. And. The legal system will fail and securing stability of the house hold. My father cannot afford that.

Prayer Focus: God, Thank You for loving me. Thank You for loving me, Jesus. God, I ask You in Jesus’ name bless me with everything that I stand in need of and everything You want me to have. Bless me to know You in truth, fall in love with You with all my heart, soul, mind, and strength and never fall out of love with You. Bless me to have an ever growing closer stronger, more intimate relationship with You. Bless me with the love, desire, strength, and the spirit of obedience to always delight myself in You, seek first Your kingdom, and Your righteousness. Help and strengthen me God to always respect and obey You. Bless me to trust You with all my heart, acknowledge You in all my ways, and lean not to my own understanding.