More Prayer Needed

[lkm]

I feel that all of the prayers have been in vain. I know in my heart that God sees the whole picture and we only see a little portion. I am dicouraged. I want answers and I want them now. I hurt so badly. I am supposed to graduate in 5 weeks with my MBA. I was so excited. Now I am having trouble with concentrating on the classes.

At times I feel such compassion for my husband and other times I would really like to beat the snot out of him.

I think he is having a midlife crisis so to speak. He did not even tell his so called friends that he left me. His friend called the house looking for him.

I heard through his brother that he is starting the divorce process. I don't know if God wants me to gove up on our marriage or to continue to try to work on it. I do not believe divorce is the right answer. I do not know how to pray. I feel that this is a spiritual battle big time. I am weak from lack of sleep and I can't eat. I am not going to work today because I did not sleep at all. I need comfort from God, but I feel alone.

I know that I am not in control of the situation- God is. But I feel like I am under attack from all sides.

 

[Harold]

Our heavenly Father, she comes to You today with a heart that has been broken and a feeling of being defeated. Life hits us like a freight train at times, smashing into us so fast. Father, I pray that You would breathe life into her, the breath that will keep her going and give her the strength that she needs to make it through today. Lord, I know that there is nothing that You cannot do and nothing that is too great or too small for us to bring to You. I pray for all she needs and know that You already kknow of her problems. Lord, the greatest thing that I can lift up to You today for her is that she would feel Your comfort and Your guidance in her life. Sometimes Father we get hurt so bad that all else gets lost in our pain. I pray for her pain and confusion to be healed, for her to be comforted by You. Touch her life Father as You intervene in these problems. In Jesus' name, Amen.

 

[kaatazze]

Jesus, i bring Your daughter as she continues to pray and continues to share her grief and pain with Your Prayer Partners. as we help her weather this storm, thru our prayers, continue to minister to her and calm the turmoil in her heart. You know which direction she should take; guide her.

Jesus, she is so close to finishing her degree; and You have a purpose for her to obtain it; as she struggles along, gathering faith, hope, and Your direction in her life. clear her mind of confusion, heal her heart that is broken, and take control of her life.

minister to her husband and set him free from bondages that is preventing him from serving You. speak to his heart, guide him too, and take him by the hand as You place Angels before him to witness to him with his unspoken requests. use them both for Your glory, serving You together as You work Your miracles! AMEN!

 

[teddybear]

Father God,

I come along side of Harold and pray for this woman. I pray for Your divine intervention. Sometimes it is when I feel the lowest and most discouraged that I get that sense of total love and peace from the holy spirit. I pray now that You put Your mighty arms around this woman and let her know that she knows just how much You, The Almighty God of the Universe loves her and will help repair her life.

If You know the number of hairs on our head and the number of grains in the sand. If You hung the moon and the stars. If You sent our precious Saviour Jesus Christ to earth to experience things he need not to. And, if He accepted that for us.

Then I know that I know that You love this woman!!!! as You love all your children. Help her to feel that total love and peace from You know.

Help her to know that even if it appears to our human mind that You are silent, You are not. You are busily weaving back the broken threads of our lives and hearts into a masterpiece . Someone once said that we only see the front of the tapestry, but the creator has seen the messy back. We may never fully realize all the detailed knot tying that God has done for us in silent secrecy. He has given us a free will and that free will affects everyone around us. We can not control others actions, sadly. I pray for her to find a life worth living no matter what her husband's decision is.

But I believe those of us who ask and keep on asking will get help! Sometimes it will mean a thread that is tied to another thread. Sometimes it will mean a final knot has to be tied. And sometimes a change of colour will be joined to another. And sometimes the offending thread will be cut off. But, in the end when we look at the final product; we WILL be a masterpiece created and loving cared for by the Master!!!!

Help heal her life. Help her to walk through the valley and not lay down in defeat.

Help to find the strength to keep walking step by step through the valley's and up to the mountain tops. And help her to remember that there will be mountain tops again.

I pray for her to be able to finish her MBA and be able to concentrate and feel better just knowing that You are God. And You are with Your precious Child through all life's experiences!

We love You and thank You for this opportunity to pray together for help and mercy. Thank You! for the joy and peace that You LAVISH upon us. And thank you for the sorrows and struggles that You allow us to walk through, because it allows us to recognize and yearn for the joy and peace!

Forgive us our sins oh Lord and in Jesus Precious and Holy name we thank You for Your patience and kindness in weaving back together our tattered tapestry that is our lives. I pray that You continue to bless this woman and all of us children who need You so Lord. Thank You Lord for your help and mercy!

In Jesus name AMEN

xo

bev