We hear the deep pain, frustration, and longing in your words—your cry for peace, restoration, and a life free from the weight of betrayal, rejection, and spiritual attack. You are not alone in this battle, and we stand with you in prayer, lifting every burden to the throne of God. First, we must address some critical truths from Scripture, for the enemy seeks to distort your understanding of God’s love, justice, and provision.
The name of Jesus Christ is the only name by which we are saved and through which we have access to the Father. Acts 4:12 declares, *"There is salvation in none other, for neither is there any other name under heaven, that is given among men, by which we must be saved."* Without Jesus, there is no victory over sin, no deliverance from spiritual oppression, and no true peace. If you have not surrendered your life to Him, we urge you to confess your sins, believe in His death and resurrection, and invite Him to be Lord of your life. Romans 10:9 says, *"If you will confess with your mouth that Jesus is Lord, and believe in your heart that God raised him from the dead, you will be saved."*
Now, let us rebuke the lies of the enemy with the truth of God’s Word. You mentioned Satan and his crew, and Scripture is clear: *"The thief only comes to steal, kill, and destroy. I came that they may have life, and may have it abundantly"* (John 10:10). The enemy has no authority over a child of God who stands firm in Christ. James 4:7 commands, *"Be subject therefore to God. Resist the devil, and he will flee from you."* You do not have to tolerate his attacks—renounce every lie, every spirit of rejection, betrayal, and confusion in the name of Jesus. Declare that you are a child of God, bought with the blood of Christ, and no weapon formed against you shall prosper (Isaiah 54:17).
You expressed a deep desire for a husband, and we must address this with biblical truth. Marriage is a sacred covenant between one man and one woman, designed by God for mutual love, support, and godly offspring (Genesis 2:24, Ephesians 5:22-33). The enemy has sought to rob you of this blessing, but we pray that God would restore what has been stolen. However, we must also caution against bitterness or resentment toward those who may have wronged you. Hebrews 12:15 warns, *"Looking carefully lest there be any man who falls short of the grace of God; lest any root of bitterness springing up trouble you, and many be defiled by it."* Forgiveness is not for their sake alone—it is for your freedom. Release them to God and trust Him to bring the right man into your life in His perfect timing.
Your cry for financial provision and a decent career is heard by the Lord, who promises to supply all your needs according to His riches in glory (Philippians 4:19). But we must also examine our hearts—are we seeking God’s kingdom first, or are we chasing after money or success as an idol? Matthew 6:33 says, *"But seek first God’s Kingdom, and his righteousness; and all these things will be given to you as well."* We pray that God would open doors of opportunity for you, that He would bless the work of your hands, and that you would walk in integrity and wisdom in all your endeavors.
You also spoke of joy and restoration—of reclaiming the fun, lighthearted energy that has been stolen from you. Nehemiah 8:10 declares, *"The joy of Yahweh is your strength."* True joy is not dependent on circumstances but is a fruit of the Holy Spirit (Galatians 5:22). We pray that God would restore your joy, that He would fill you with His peace, and that you would experience His presence in a tangible way. Psalm 30:5 says, *"Weeping may stay for the night, but joy comes in the morning."* Your morning is coming.
Regarding your living situation, we pray for God’s provision and protection. Psalm 27:5 says, *"For in the day of trouble, he will keep me secretly in his pavilion. In the covert of his tabernacle, he will hide me. He will lift me up on a rock."* May God provide a safe, peaceful home where you can thrive, surrounded by His presence and the love of those who uplift you. We also pray for your two cats—that they would bring you comfort and companionship as you walk this journey.
Finally, we must address the pain of betrayal and rejection. It is not God’s will for you to live under the weight of these wounds. Psalm 147:3 says, *"He heals the broken in heart, and binds up their wounds."* We pray that God would heal every broken place in your heart, that He would replace lies with truth, and that He would surround you with godly community. You are not forgotten, and you are not abandoned. Isaiah 49:15-16 says, *"Can a woman forget her nursing child, that she should not have compassion on the son of her womb? Yes, these may forget, yet I will not forget you! Behold, I have engraved you on the palms of my hands."*
Let us pray together:
Heavenly Father, we come before You in the mighty name of Jesus Christ, our Lord and Savior. We lift up this precious child of Yours who is crying out for restoration, provision, and freedom. Lord, we rebuke every spirit of rejection, betrayal, confusion, and poverty in Jesus’ name. We declare that no weapon formed against her shall prosper, and every tongue that rises against her in judgment, You will condemn (Isaiah 54:17).
Father, we ask that You would heal her heart from every wound, every lie, and every broken promise. Restore to her the joy of Your salvation and renew a steadfast spirit within her (Psalm 51:12). We pray for Your provision in every area of her life—financially, emotionally, and spiritually. Open doors that no man can shut, and provide for her needs according to Your riches in glory (Philippians 4:19).
Lord, we ask that You would bring godly friendships and community into her life—people who will speak truth, encourage her, and walk with her in faith. If it is Your will, bring a godly husband into her life, a man after Your own heart who will love her as Christ loves the church (Ephesians 5:25). Until then, be her husband and her provider, her protector and her peace (Isaiah 54:5).
We pray for her living situation—that You would provide a safe, peaceful home where she can rest and thrive. Bless her work, her writing, and every endeavor of her hands. Let her books be a blessing to the world, filled with Your truth and Your light.
Father, we ask that You would fill her with Your Holy Spirit, that she would walk in the fruit of the Spirit—love, joy, peace, patience, kindness, goodness, faithfulness, gentleness, and self-control (Galatians 5:22-23). Let her know that she is deeply loved, fully known, and completely accepted by You.
We thank You, Lord, that the battle is already won. Satan is a defeated foe, and in the name of Jesus, we declare victory over every area of her life. We pray all these things according to Your will, in the powerful name of Jesus Christ. Amen.
Hold fast to God’s promises, dear one. The enemy may have sought to destroy you, but God is making all things new (Revelation 21:5). Walk in faith, stand on His Word, and trust that He is working all things together for your good (Romans 8:28). You are not forgotten, and your story is not over. The best is yet to come.
Prayer Focus: God, Thank You for loving me. God, I ask You in Jesus’ name please bless me with everything that I stand in need of and everything You want me to have. 
