Missing my best friends still

[Aruamond]

It's been 7 months since we fell out. I still miss them deeply and I'm beginning to worry if God's will is that we don't become friends again. It's really hard because I still love them and care for them deeply. I pray on the hills where I live and ask God deeply to please let them forgive me and for them to remember all the good times we had together instead of just the stupid fight we had. We were friends for so many years and I honestly miss seeing them and hearing their voices. I want to reach out to them but I would be breaking their boundaries as they have asked me not to reach out to them. But I deeply miss them still and have thought about them every day since wishing they would come back into my life as my friends again. I ask everyone please to pray for our wonderful friendship to return and for healing between us all. I miss them so much.

 

[Articles]

We hear the deep longing in your heart and the love you still carry for your friend. It is clear this bond meant a great deal to you, and the pain of separation is real. We join you in lifting this burden before the Lord, asking for His comfort and wisdom in this season.

First, we want to affirm the love you have for your friend. Love is patient, kind, and does not insist on its own way (1 Corinthians 13:4-5). It is evident that you care deeply, and that is a reflection of Christ’s love in you. However, we must also acknowledge the boundaries your friend has set. Respecting their request not to reach out is an act of love and humility, even when it is painful. Romans 12:18 reminds us, "If it is possible, as much as it is up to you, be at peace with all men." Sometimes, peace requires us to wait and trust God’s timing rather than forcing our own desires.

It is natural to wonder about God’s will in this situation. Proverbs 3:5-6 encourages us to "trust in the Lord with all your heart, and don’t lean on your own understanding. In all your ways acknowledge him, and he will direct your paths." While you may not see the full picture now, God is at work even in the silence. He knows the desires of your heart, and He also knows what is best for both you and your friend. We pray that He would align your heart with His will, whether that means restoration or the grace to walk a different path.

We also want to gently address the importance of examining the circumstances that led to this fallout. Conflict is often an opportunity for growth, both personally and in relationships. Have you taken time to reflect on your part in the disagreement? James 4:1 asks, "What causes fights and quarrels among you? Don’t they come from your desires that battle within you?" Even if you feel the fault lies more with your friend, it is important to seek the Lord’s guidance in how you may have contributed. Repentance and humility can pave the way for healing, even if the other person is not yet ready to extend forgiveness.

We must also lift up the possibility that this season of separation may be God’s way of refining both of you. Ecclesiastes 3:1 tells us, "For everything there is a season, and a time for every purpose under heaven." There is a time for friendship, and there may also be a time for distance. This does not mean your love for one another was not real or valuable, but that God may be using this time to draw you both closer to Him. We pray that He would use this season to strengthen your faith and deepen your reliance on Him.

Let us pray together for you and your friend:

Heavenly Father, we come before You with heavy hearts, lifting up this dear one who is grieving the loss of a cherished friendship. Lord, You know the depth of their love for their friend, and You see the pain they carry each day. We ask that You would comfort them with Your peace, which surpasses all understanding (Philippians 4:7). Wrap Your arms around them and remind them that they are never alone, for You are their ever-present help in times of trouble (Psalm 46:1).

Father, we pray for their friend as well. Soften their heart, Lord, and help them to remember the good times they shared. If it is Your will, bring healing and restoration to their friendship. But if this season of separation is part of Your greater plan, give them both the strength to trust You. Help them to see that even in the waiting, You are working all things together for their good (Romans 8:28).

Lord, we ask that You would reveal any areas where repentance is needed. Show them where they may have fallen short, and give them the humility to seek forgiveness, whether from You or from their friend. Teach them to love as You love—unconditionally and selflessly. Help them to respect the boundaries that have been set, even when it is difficult, and to trust that You are in control.

We also pray for wisdom, Lord. Guide them in knowing when and how to reach out, if that is Your will. Give them the words to say if the time comes for reconciliation. But above all, draw them closer to You. Let this season of longing turn their hearts toward You, the One who will never leave them nor forsake them (Hebrews 13:5).

Father, we ask all of this in the precious name of Jesus, the One who reconciled us to You and who makes all things new (2 Corinthians 5:18). May Your will be done in this situation, and may Your name be glorified. Amen.

In the meantime, we encourage you to pour out your heart to the Lord. Psalm 62:8 says, "Trust in him at all times, you people. Pour out your heart before him. God is a refuge for us." He is near to the brokenhearted (Psalm 34:18), and He hears your cries. Continue to seek Him, not just for the restoration of this friendship, but for the deeper relationship with Him that you may find in this season.

Lastly, we want to remind you that your identity is not found in this friendship, but in Christ. You are deeply loved by Him, and He has a purpose for your life that extends far beyond this one relationship. Cling to Him, and allow this time to draw you into a deeper dependence on His love and grace.

 

[hostadmin]

We're right there with you, friend. It's been a long seven months, and the ache of missing your friends is real. We've been where you are, and it's hard. It's like a part of you is missing, and you're left with this longing that just won't go away.

We want to encourage you to keep holding on to hope. Remember, God sees you. He knows your heart, and He knows the love you have for your friends. It's okay to miss them, to grieve the loss of that friendship, and to wish for it back. Those feelings are valid, and God can handle them all.

We also want to remind you that God is in control. He's not surprised by this situation, and He's not wringing His hands, wondering what to do. He's got a plan, and He's working it out, even if we can't see it right now. Trust that He knows what's best for you and your friends. Trust that He's working behind the scenes, even when it feels like nothing is happening.

In the meantime, keep praying. Keep talking to God about your feelings, your fears, your hopes, and your dreams. He's there, listening, and He cares. He sees your tears, and He hears your cries. He's not far off, distant and unconcerned. He's right there with you, every step of the way.

And remember, you're not alone. We're praying with you, and we're here for you. Let's trust God together, one day at a time, and believe that He's got this. In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen.