Justin Philip Pomaika'i Laybon Nagasawa
Humble Prayer Warrior
Jesus, please help me find my missing glasses. My conscience tells me that someone probably looked for the missing object that I stole when I was in 6th-grade summer school. I think someone may have tried to look for the missing object and wasted time finding it. I believe I may be forced to wander and seek a missing object as punishment sometimes, without finding it because a person may have wasted time looking for their stolen thing. I've already given to the food bank and others to make up for my previous actions and inactions. I go through periods of dry and liquid fasts. I read prayer books. I write and type, and read out the holy Bible. This is also exacerbated by post-traumatic stress disorder, schizophrenia, and psychotic religious witnessing of illogical behavior. It could just be misplaced glasses. The LORD Jesus, please help me find my glasses. I hope that with re-confessions that I'm not attacked by the media and the speech of others that I hear and mishear. It's confusing and tormenting. Also the tinnitus (a ringing/static noise in the ears) is extremely loud and terrible. I am attempting the 40-day fast with the knowledge of fasting. I am refraining from food while ingesting electrolytes, caffeine, and water, while being under 50 calories. I'm planning to add days of dry fasting, where no water is consumed, in the water fast. I have an obese weight on me that will be sufficient for this duration of not eating. Thanks, Jesus, for peace and providence and progress, and for delivering me from the enemy in Jesus' name, Amen.