Phreathur
Disciple of Prayer
I am requesting prayer again on a topic I posted yesterday. My prayer request: I pray for a sound mind, a forgiving and soft heart, and strong discernment to still stay resolute in the truth of Christ, I pray I recognize that the dark art pursuits this group was after are still lawless. and recognize that Jesus forgives us for our sins but we are still accountable for our actions, it doesn't change his love for me or the condition of my salvation, but I pray I do not harden my heart getting out of all this mess which is all a mental mess now. I pray God continues to deliver me from these intense attacks and that Jesus would reveal to me whatever the vulnerability is in me or the sin that I still need to repent for that is allowing the enemy to target me.
I pray for acceptance and submission to God's sovereignty that even though it is absolutely in my best interest to have left the group engaging in dark arts, even though that is the best decision - I actually saw these people as family once, I was vulnerable and I have to confront that it is possible to love, to have loved, and because the Holy Spirit is indeed in me then it is true that I still love them, and recognize the importance of moving forward in the direction the Lord is taking me and allow myself to accept the grief that is there. I pray God gives me the courage to move forward boldly.
It hurts it was necessary to fully leave this group even though the 2 leaders were the main criminals. Ultimately, walking away led me to a relationship with Jesus and I pray God teaches me mercy, teaches me forgiveness, and how accountability ties in with all this. A softness of my heart and yet still be firm and resolute that although they may try to guilt trip me, they are engaging in what I have come to learn is lawlessness, and is absolutely not the crowd the Lord wants me to be around. Never in my life had I had these weird symptoms of dreams being invaded etc or this mental stress until I got on the bad side of the two main leaders, Father please heal me so I can start sleeping soundly again and heal from these enemy attacks.
Thank you brothers and sisters in Christ for your prayers. God bless you all for your prayers.
I pray for acceptance and submission to God's sovereignty that even though it is absolutely in my best interest to have left the group engaging in dark arts, even though that is the best decision - I actually saw these people as family once, I was vulnerable and I have to confront that it is possible to love, to have loved, and because the Holy Spirit is indeed in me then it is true that I still love them, and recognize the importance of moving forward in the direction the Lord is taking me and allow myself to accept the grief that is there. I pray God gives me the courage to move forward boldly.
It hurts it was necessary to fully leave this group even though the 2 leaders were the main criminals. Ultimately, walking away led me to a relationship with Jesus and I pray God teaches me mercy, teaches me forgiveness, and how accountability ties in with all this. A softness of my heart and yet still be firm and resolute that although they may try to guilt trip me, they are engaging in what I have come to learn is lawlessness, and is absolutely not the crowd the Lord wants me to be around. Never in my life had I had these weird symptoms of dreams being invaded etc or this mental stress until I got on the bad side of the two main leaders, Father please heal me so I can start sleeping soundly again and heal from these enemy attacks.
Thank you brothers and sisters in Christ for your prayers. God bless you all for your prayers.