gascav
Servant of All
dear Lord I just want to thank you for everything that is in my
Life and all that you have given me to have though I deserve none of them but you just gave me out of your mercy and grace. father I ask you for forgiveness for all the sins that I have committed, that i have often than not, done the wrong thing and i angered you lord. I have always been ungrateful, always belittling what you have given me and demanding for more. perhaps I have spoiled my mentality to get used to big things always happenning with little effort on my part. when I lost my father two months ago i was rather taken back thinking of the financial struggles our family was likely to go through, I complained when I joined medical school and things were too hard and complicated while it seems most people around me were coping better and just to think that i came off a successful A'level where I was the best PCB student in the country, that really blew me off and I was confused. i caught up slowly and up until now I am on the process of catching back though I still face challenges such as not. Being able to extend my studying hours, the time I waste watching a few football matches and programs of interest. father in all this I need courage, i need wisdom, memory and calmness. help me always remember how faithful you have always been that I may not be shaken easily once again and that I may be able to represent the faith that you have given me to have. i remember when i was In A level i used to maintain closeness to you, and I am sure in some way my results glorified you. i took many sacrifices such as reading the bible on friday evenngs and saturdays while all others were seriously studying, but these reaped a reward in the end as I passed my exams with more than flying colors. i am now in an elite university and need your guidance more than ever before. Not only do i need to pass the exams here with flying colors, but I also need to know a lot of things and become a great doctor and help our forgotten society here in tanzania that needs plenty of assistance in doing the right things. i still haven't gotten things well in perspective and I am struggling when it comes to doing the right thing.Father please help me acquire all knowledge skills and attitudes to get by. if it is in your will,help me get those nineties that will motivate me and push me to seek out even more. father there also comes an issue of social life and spouses. lord know that my social life at any school after Olevel has always been antisocial. I have some of the poorest social skills ever seen before. lord I have few friends and people barely talk to me and so mostly ignore me like I dont exist. lord, i have been hearing about this being the time in life that people find their rightful spouses for prospective marriage. And i pretty much dont have any clue on how it works.With the way I am living it will be very hard to find the correct spouse, I find it hard to attend the church and congregate with others for it is rather a very new and awkward experience and I always feel outcasted and different from others and so during Sabbath i have always been sitting in my room or in class reading my bible and a few books and lesson papers. may be if i go to church I may get the tools and the help to move on from here. what if you have prepared a potential wife for me to meet while serving you rather than elswhere.Dear Lord please take care of my family back home. My younger sister is doing her exams, mother has a few diseases that we do not know about. please help her and heal her. We really need her herein our lives. we have always and will always love her. Take care of my elder sister and her beautiful infant daughter Oriel right there at home! Direct their safety and mode of living all for your glory. that is why I pray all these in Jesus' neme. Amen
Life and all that you have given me to have though I deserve none of them but you just gave me out of your mercy and grace. father I ask you for forgiveness for all the sins that I have committed, that i have often than not, done the wrong thing and i angered you lord. I have always been ungrateful, always belittling what you have given me and demanding for more. perhaps I have spoiled my mentality to get used to big things always happenning with little effort on my part. when I lost my father two months ago i was rather taken back thinking of the financial struggles our family was likely to go through, I complained when I joined medical school and things were too hard and complicated while it seems most people around me were coping better and just to think that i came off a successful A'level where I was the best PCB student in the country, that really blew me off and I was confused. i caught up slowly and up until now I am on the process of catching back though I still face challenges such as not. Being able to extend my studying hours, the time I waste watching a few football matches and programs of interest. father in all this I need courage, i need wisdom, memory and calmness. help me always remember how faithful you have always been that I may not be shaken easily once again and that I may be able to represent the faith that you have given me to have. i remember when i was In A level i used to maintain closeness to you, and I am sure in some way my results glorified you. i took many sacrifices such as reading the bible on friday evenngs and saturdays while all others were seriously studying, but these reaped a reward in the end as I passed my exams with more than flying colors. i am now in an elite university and need your guidance more than ever before. Not only do i need to pass the exams here with flying colors, but I also need to know a lot of things and become a great doctor and help our forgotten society here in tanzania that needs plenty of assistance in doing the right things. i still haven't gotten things well in perspective and I am struggling when it comes to doing the right thing.Father please help me acquire all knowledge skills and attitudes to get by. if it is in your will,help me get those nineties that will motivate me and push me to seek out even more. father there also comes an issue of social life and spouses. lord know that my social life at any school after Olevel has always been antisocial. I have some of the poorest social skills ever seen before. lord I have few friends and people barely talk to me and so mostly ignore me like I dont exist. lord, i have been hearing about this being the time in life that people find their rightful spouses for prospective marriage. And i pretty much dont have any clue on how it works.With the way I am living it will be very hard to find the correct spouse, I find it hard to attend the church and congregate with others for it is rather a very new and awkward experience and I always feel outcasted and different from others and so during Sabbath i have always been sitting in my room or in class reading my bible and a few books and lesson papers. may be if i go to church I may get the tools and the help to move on from here. what if you have prepared a potential wife for me to meet while serving you rather than elswhere.Dear Lord please take care of my family back home. My younger sister is doing her exams, mother has a few diseases that we do not know about. please help her and heal her. We really need her herein our lives. we have always and will always love her. Take care of my elder sister and her beautiful infant daughter Oriel right there at home! Direct their safety and mode of living all for your glory. that is why I pray all these in Jesus' neme. Amen
