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della83
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can you please pray for my marriage to be save. we have been separeted for 9 months. and my husband keeps talking about a divorce. he doesnt want to work it out or even think about trying. ive been praying for god to save me. and to speak to my husband and to change his heart and to save my marriage. i knew i was suppose to be submissive. but i wasnt at all. i was a bit of a feminist. and i didnt have unconditional love for him. i was mean. hateful, and an angry person. i wasnt supportive. i was a horrible wife. and i have learned this. i now know how i am suppose to love my husband truly. and i want a second chance. im now in a church. the first church that has ever really wanted me to live by the words of god written in the bible. they study with me. i feel like this is the first time i will truly be save. and my wish is that me as and my husband darren will both be saved properly. that we will live a godly life and be happy with the lord has our guide. i'm trying to live for gods will, not mine. trying to listen to god. im willing to wait forever for my husband. even if we do get a divorce. at first i wasnt like this. i dated many people, like my husband is now. i know i was wrong and it was sinnful. i have asked my husband for forgivness for everything, and he says he has. but he brings up my past sins to his family and our daughter. i have forgiven him. i also have asked the lord to forgive me. im working on my self now. why i hope and pray god works on my husband and me. so that when god does fullfill my wish that we will both be right with god, and have a godly a marriage. please pray for me and darren. thank you and god bless you.