Anonymous
Beloved of All
My recent ex-boyfriend has mental health issues and issues in his life ,as do i. We have helped each other and have taught each other and grown with each other. His issues cause him to be insecure, and he has recently said to me that I deserve better than him as due to his deteriorating health he is no longer unable to take care of me and do his job as a man and he has to let me go and do what is right and protect me as he feels he is hindering my life journey and being destructive in my life. He has endured things in his life which have meant that he has difficulty loving and accepting love. Which I was teaching him.
I love this man with all of me. I know not what gods plans are for my life or for his but I feel that God wanted us to meet for a reason and God sent me to him and him to me. I believe that the Lord wanted me to reveal him through me , as he knew this man was desperately seeking him. This has happened before , he has doubts with the relationship and doubts himself and we are always brought back together. He doesn't realise that he is the light of my life.
I pray for healing and that those who have been hurt before can learn to love again and accept love. I pray that hearts will not be hardened because of hardship and the ways of the world, but will be softened. That hardship and pain will motivate us to love harder, give harder ,fight harder. It is true strength to remain warm in a cold world, it is easy to be cold in a cold world. Out of suffering has emerged the strongest souls and most beautiful characters. I love this man, and I know that he loves me. I know not the Lords plans for me, maybe I am trying to open a door that is shut or was never supposed to be open. Maybe this was not the man God sent for me. I have so many questions. Why would God send this man to me and let us fall in love if he knew we could/should never be together. None of this makes any sense. I pray for this broken relationship and leave it to Christ. I please ask you to pray for us , that if it is meant to be hardship and battles will make our bond stronger and not weaken our bond. That we will get through this. I please pray for patience and that I may be able to trust the lord to take care of this and that I may not walk in my own path but let God lead the way. Heavenly Father, I am tired of always trying to do things my way. Your way is the best way and I always return back to your path. For you know the plans you have for me. I trust you lord. I ask you to intervene in broken marriages, broken relationships, broken friends. Amen.
I love this man with all of me. I know not what gods plans are for my life or for his but I feel that God wanted us to meet for a reason and God sent me to him and him to me. I believe that the Lord wanted me to reveal him through me , as he knew this man was desperately seeking him. This has happened before , he has doubts with the relationship and doubts himself and we are always brought back together. He doesn't realise that he is the light of my life.
I pray for healing and that those who have been hurt before can learn to love again and accept love. I pray that hearts will not be hardened because of hardship and the ways of the world, but will be softened. That hardship and pain will motivate us to love harder, give harder ,fight harder. It is true strength to remain warm in a cold world, it is easy to be cold in a cold world. Out of suffering has emerged the strongest souls and most beautiful characters. I love this man, and I know that he loves me. I know not the Lords plans for me, maybe I am trying to open a door that is shut or was never supposed to be open. Maybe this was not the man God sent for me. I have so many questions. Why would God send this man to me and let us fall in love if he knew we could/should never be together. None of this makes any sense. I pray for this broken relationship and leave it to Christ. I please ask you to pray for us , that if it is meant to be hardship and battles will make our bond stronger and not weaken our bond. That we will get through this. I please pray for patience and that I may be able to trust the lord to take care of this and that I may not walk in my own path but let God lead the way. Heavenly Father, I am tired of always trying to do things my way. Your way is the best way and I always return back to your path. For you know the plans you have for me. I trust you lord. I ask you to intervene in broken marriages, broken relationships, broken friends. Amen.
