Dyrwach
Prayer Warrior
I pray this year is different. Is it the same year for the past four years? I have lived this endless cycle of getting with a guy and me falling more for them and me then chasing them to make me feel the same. I pray for once this year is different. The guy I like wants me as much as them. He to worships the ground I walk on. I’m so tired of trying and it feels so unreciprocated. I want to be in a relationship where I feel they want me. They want to just give me a cuddle and tell me how beautiful I am. Pray for me as much as I pray for them. I want ### and me to fix things but how can we fix something where I’m giving 90 he’s giving 10. Where he is always in a mood with me. Won’t play with me. I’m trying. I just wish he did love me. I pray the lord does have a plan to turn this around. I just wanted to be loved and feel seen. I pray ### actually does care about me. I pray he does message me. I pray he isn’t so self-obsessed and actually wants me. I pray he softens his heart and is warmer to me because I feel like I keep giving in hopes we would reconcile and he just would stop being all about him. In Jesus' name, I pray. Amen.

Prayer Focus: God, Thank You for loving me. Thank You for loving me, Jesus. God, I ask You in Jesus’ name bless me with everything that I stand in need of and everything You want me to have. Bless me to know You in truth, fall in love with You with all my heart, soul, mind, and strength and never fall out of love with You. Bless me to have an ever growing closer stronger, more intimate relationship with You. Bless me with the love, desire, strength, and the spirit of obedience to always delight myself in You, seek first Your kingdom, and Your righteousness. Help and strengthen me God to always respect and obey You. Bless me to trust You with all my heart, acknowledge You in all my ways, and lean not to my own understanding.