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Please pray for me. I think I lost my faith. I am tired of my prayer not being answered. My life has been rocky, growing up my parents loved my sister more than me. All my adult life, my sister is more likeable. She's married for 6 years with a child. Almost all of my friends, schoolmates, collegemates and coworkers are married. I am 40 years old and has never being married. I have had relationship with 2 men in my entire life untill I met this man that I have fallen in love with. I rejected him when he pursued me over a year ago. I dont know what came over me and now I think he's the man God has chosen for me. The only problem is, he doesnt want me anymore. I have tried to apologize, to make it up to him, he shuts me out, he ignores and insults me. I am broken! What have I done so wrong why I can't find a man to love me? I dont have any children and I want a child. I work hard, I help others and when I pray to God to let this man accept me as his chosen one, its not answered. I pray day and night! Nothing! Everything I have achieved in life comes with heartaches and tears. Every attempt I make at improving my life comes with "no" and 'wait'! How long do I have to wait for a husband? I need God's help! I am broken, I think I am losing my faith! Why do I have so many heartaches? Yet I see others getting everything they desire! Please pray for this man to take me in his heart and into his life! He once told me God made me for him, I beleive that now! He told me that when he met me he would do anything for me. All I want from him is his love, respect and devotion. Please pray for us to communicate openly and honestly, pray that he gives me another chance. Please pray for our union and restoration of my faith. Please pray for me I beg you all, in Jesus' name! Thank you Lord. I love you Lord. Amen!
