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steve
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OK, back-story: got sick Dec. 31, 2007, doctors couldn't help. fell in love in a church, got healed. The church said 'the devil does miracles too', got hurt by the woman, got condemned by the church. My grandma died 3 months later after leaving the church 2008. I had a prompting/vision my lady friend would lose her unborn grandchild, which happened 5 months later valentines 2009. 3 months after grandma I had emergency surgery on thanksgiving 2008. I moved out the first time in life 1 week before easter (exodus). My mom who never left home ever lost her job 2 days before I moved and mom went nuts being alone the 1st time and also had surgery. I was out of work months later, had no food and went home to mom and helped sell 2/3 of the posessions (that's fine). In the process lost my wealth twice and say mom lose her wealth & friends too, drifted from church to church not trusting them anymore. Felt God had promised one day he'd restore the relationship with the woman & kept hoping. Realized we'd not reunite since I lived north and the old church was south in the city. Prayed for a south city job. visited a church and got a south city job. I'm employed now 6 months. I'm bankrupt. Got shown an apartment matching a section of scripture very closely but can't get in. Got shown a south austin church when God gave me driving directions to it. Got the job, but nothing else is working out and I feel stuck and am asking if I was wrong or about timing? God what's up? Need help & clarity and open doors...
