Lost The Love Of My Life

[EAndersen]

It's a very long story but summarized I haven't been the best person the last year, and I've been with this girl for almost three years now. She was an angel, and even meeting her for the first time felt special. I never had appreciated or loved her more than a month ago, at a friends wedding, when I truly SAW what we had. When I came home that night she left me... in the past month she's gone from saying she will come back to saying she doesnt feel anything for me anymore. My grandma left, my dog of ten years died, three of my brothers got sent off to Afghanistan, and my family is nearly broke. It's been a hard month, but I've endured. I've grown inside, and in God so much I don't recognize who I was a month ago. I learn something every day. I moved on from her, but then I started feeling like she would come back and I don't know why. And lately my love for her has been coming back stronger than ever, and I see the life we could have, and I see her in everything around me; little objects, words, even things as simple as sitting beside a person. I really am FEELING and hoping that she will be led back to me, so we can have another chance. When I look at it all, and listen, it really does feel like we're meant to be together. I've been praying to God something like five times a day. I can endure anything, and I mean anything without losing my faith in Him. I have faith everything will work out, and there's nothing for me to complain about. No matter where that path leads me, Sara is the only thing I really want in life. If it's God's will to find someone else then I'll understand, but I pray more than anything that we can have another chance now that I can really SEE what we had. I miss her, I'm trying to be patient, and I'm staying progressive and being a light for others but inside I'm really hurting, I can't get her out of my mind or my dreams. I'd like prayers of any sort; to help me be strong, to continue to grow, that Sara and I can have another chance, anything... In this hard time I really could use some prayers.

 

[The Encourager]

I have asked God in Jesus’ name to honor your prayer request and bless you with the desires of your heart. God is so in control. Trust Him. He Got This. He Loves You.

Let’s Pray… God I ask in Jesus’ name, walk through my home, the homes of all my Christian family members, Christian friends (but especially my home Lord Jesus), and the writer of this prayer, take away all our worries, fears, and doubts that You will come through for us. Come through for us Lord Jesus as You have promised in Your Word. Fix what is wrong in our lives and in our homes. Deliver us from all fears and anxieties. Deliver us from evil. If there is anything in our lives that is not of You God, Deliver us from it. God let the favor of God be upon us. Let Your presence, wisdom, understanding, strength, courage, protection, healing and deliverance power be with us and rest upon our lives. Let love, joy, peace, kindness, gentleness, and self-control rest in us and upon us. Let all the fruits of the Holy Spirit be in operation in all our lives. Let the mind that is in Christ Jesus be in each of us. Bless us with the desires of our heart that is the will of God for our lives. Bless us. Supply all our need according to Your riches in glory by Christ Jesus.

Bless us with new jobs, better jobs, promotions, raises, and increase in our finances. Bless each of us with wisdom to become wise stewards over all that You have or will bless us with. But most importantly, let our lifestyle be shaped by the Word of God. Teach us all how to love, honor, and respect You with our life, spirit, soul, and body. And God all my family and friends that are not saved, I ask that You will send someone into their lives and minister the gift of salvation unto them. Save my family and friends Lord Jesus. I ask all of this in Jesus’ name. Amen!!!

Encourager Linda Flagg, LM, CS

Christian Life Coach & Youth Minister

PS: If You Absolutely, Positively, Undeniably, No Doubt About It, Want to Be Blessed Today, Tomorrow, & For the Rest of Your Life…Just Obey God’s Word! Let Your Lifestyle be Shaped by the Word of God. God Honors Obedience, You have God’s Word on It.

 

[EAndersen]

Amen, thank you for the support.

 

[The Encourager]

Happy New Year Child of God

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Let’s Pray: God Thank You for allowing me to live and see another day, another New Year. Thank You for 2012. With all that is within me I say, Thank YOU. I praise You. I bless Your Holy name. There is nothing, no one, nor anything other than You worthy of worship. You alone are worthy of all Glory and Honor. Let me always walk in the respect and honor that You deserve.

God I ask in Jesus name “Encourage me to be my best self this year at all times. Let this New Year cause and bring about an acceleration and fulfillment of Your purpose for my life. Motivate me daily to live my purpose driven life. Open up my heart, my mind, and anoint my ears to hear what You are saying to me through Your Word. You are the potter I am the clay. Work on me. Work Your Will in my life. Take me beyond my limits and boundaries to Your unlimited capacities as You work Your awesome power in my life. Cover and protect me as I allow You to purify me. Continue to bring me into my metamorphous like the caterpillar. Let me come forth as pure gold. Let me become inward and outward all glorious for the King of Kings.

Let love, peace, excellent health, joy, happiness, prosperity, and the favor of God reign within the walls of my home and upon my life as I surrender my life and my will to YOU. God You are my source. Let every need be met in my life and home. You are the source of my strength. Strengthen and develop my faith in You like never before. Let Your Word be a lamp unto my feet and a light unto my path. God all that I have asked of You in this prayer, please do the same for all those who love and care about me, all those I love and care about, and the writer of this prayer, I ask all of this in Jesus Name. And I Thank You God for Answering this prayer with a Yes and Amen. Amen!â€

Encourager Linda Flagg, LM, CS

Christian Life Coach & Youth Minister

www.theencourager.netwww.encourager.us

 

[Ronny]

Father,please send Your Holy Spirit to comfort and guide this man.I ask for Your grace to strengthen this brother to help him endure his "dark night of the soul". Lord Jesus,You are always the key we can come to and depend on to open the dark doors in our life.Whatever Your plans are for E.Anderson,he can be more than sure that they are good and for his very best.Give him both peace and healing in his heart and mind.I pray that You will lead him by the promises in Your word and as he seeks You out in prayer.It could be that when he took his girlfriend to the wedding,she may have thought that after going together for three years,their relationship lacked the permanence of marriage.Could be that she wanted their relationship to be right,and,going somewhere.Also,I ask for Your hedge of protection around his three brothers in Afghanistan,so that they come home alive and whole,in body and mind.Touch his girlfriends heart to give my brother another chance.Keep her only for him during this time they are apart,as I hope this is the woman You have chosen to be his wife.Bless my brother E.Anderson Father.Bless him physically,spiritually,mentally,and financially.Make him the very best Christian man and husband that only You can make him be.In Jesus Name,Amen and Amen

 

[EAndersen]

Thank you Ronnie, I really do appreciate it.

 

[kyrie]

Dear Lord we lift our brother EAnderson up and ask for your strength to carry him through these hard times. You have a plan for him Lord, and you see all, and can work all things for good for those that love and follow you. He loves you and is following you Lord. You know how our feelings work Lord, you created us, and know the conflicts and gamut of emotions we go through as we walk along a path darkly at times. Please bring your best to him Lord, he has a good heart. Bring an answer to his desires for love with Sara, and strengthen him as he walks your path, the highest path we can walk. Blessings to you my brother EAnderson.

Kyrie

 

[EAndersen]

Amen, thank you all for the prayers. I'll always stay on the path of God, even in hard times when I get knocked down, I know that He has a plan for me. It can be hard when all things seem dark, and when there is no presence that Sara will ever contact me again; but I still hope and pray she will come back, and know that God can do anything no matter how hopeless the situation seems. This love in my heart, the thoughts in my mind, and this feeling in my soul are all pure for her, He knows that, I just pray that she can feel the same.

 

[EAndersen]

Father,please send Your Holy Spirit to comfort and guide this man.I ask for Your grace to strengthen this brother to help him endure his "dark night of the soul". Lord Jesus,You are always the key we can come to and depend on to open the dark doors in our life.Whatever Your plans are for E.Anderson,he can be more than sure that they are good and for his very best.Give him both peace and healing in his heart and mind.I pray that You will lead him by the promises in Your word and as he seeks You out in prayer.It could be that when he took his girlfriend to the wedding,she may have thought that after going together for three years,their relationship lacked the permanence of marriage.Could be that she wanted their relationship to be right,and,going somewhere.Also,I ask for Your hedge of protection around his three brothers in Afghanistan,so that they come home alive and whole,in body and mind.Touch his girlfriends heart to give my brother another chance.Keep her only for him during this time they are apart,as I hope this is the woman You have chosen to be his wife.Bless my brother E.Anderson Father.Bless him physically,spiritually,mentally,and financially.Make him the very best Christian man and husband that only You can make him be.In Jesus Name,Amen and Amen

I have read over this post day after day, thank you again Ronnie