Brother/sister? Before I pray for you,I'd like for you to know that I used to feel the same way.I'm always in a little pain and a bit crippled up.I'm usually in bed.ALONE! But you know what?I stood on the WORD!God was and is always with us.We turn our hearts away.He NEVER does.It actually tickles me to remember how ignorant I was.Thats not a bad word but rather a Truth!
Go out,share the Gospel.Praise and worship the God of the Universe.Meet people,be used of God.God has used me for the last 20 some odd years doing things other Christians are afraid to do.(Well,I did get scared the last time

until Jesus healed me with the aide of Faithope in that area But I love it.I stand on His authority and Word! Be blessed brother/sister! God loves you deeply and you are highly favored,in fact,YOU ARE the apple of His eye! Live that love out in you and through you to others! God has works for you to do that He planned out for your life (allowing Jesus to work through you,that way you don't get tired,and He gets the glory

(Eph 2:10)
Father,You are so good and good all the time!You ARE our greatest need and greatest blessing.You have so much for us to do and time is so short.I ask that You put a heart of an Evangelist in this person.Drive out any fear of any person or thing from this precious soul! How loved and highly favored this soul is! Oh if they would just receive it Father! You are laden with so many gifts and Promises.You are such a Giver! But we must open these wondrous gifts and apply them to our lives.What good is a gift if we don't open it? We here love this person too! How can we not?Your Sweet Spirit just fills us and constantly blesses us.Pour out Heaven on this beloved soul! But teach him/her how to let go and let You do all the work.Help this soul to find rest in Jesus Christ our Lord,our Savior and our Sabbath rest.Oh what glory to know the Lord and to read Your Word.Your Word is so alive and penetrates us.It changes the way we think.We have the mind of Christ! Please soul of God's creation,SEE,HEAR,ABSORB all that our Father has for you "In Christ Jesus".I ask this Father,in the Name of Jesus,Amen and Amen God will supply your every need in and through our risen Lord,Jesus Christ.