seekingpeacenhappiness
Humble Servant of All
Lord thank you for this day...I am sad today father, I know I should not ask why, only you know why from beginning to end. Why is my mom having to go through this pain, I mad at myself at the Dr's. I am placing this anxiety on your throne please father, I plea for your hand over her every step of this process. Thank you for keeping her in good spirits. I want to see her father...please make it possible for me to see her...I beg you father...I leave it in your hand...Please guide my sister to pray with her...when two or more come together in prayer you are there...please give my sister the calling to pray with my mom....Father, I can almost see the silver ligning, but please dont let me be deceived...I am not perfect nor do I want to condemn, please let me see your face, and your light... I know you are with me, I have no clue how to proceed, guide me father for I do not want to stumble...father please help my sister get our of whatever situation is giving her grief, give me the strength to connect with her but alllow me also the ability to create boundaries that are healthy for the both of us, hold me tight father, and let me see you...my eyes hurt...my heart beats so i know you have plans for me...but I am tired energize me father so that I may be productive father. I know it is my own fault for being up at this time, but please help this tired soul. consume all that is me, forgive my stubborness, for my flesh is weak but I do want and desire all that is you. Please sarround my babies with friends who will accep them for who they are and will love them, care for them, and protect them. Build the types of relationships around them that will be of encouragement and support and may they be connected with you so that my babies can worship away from the church...Father protect all my family, friends, and loved ones....heal any broken hearts, restore any financial breakdowns and broken relationships. Allow us all to understand and sympathize with one antother. Thank you father for all you have done, all you are doing, and all that you are going to do. The blood of Jesus over this request and the request of all those in need in this site...Prayer for Alex, little boy who just lost his mom.....Lord hold her, guide her and protect her in the name of Jesus Let i be so...AMEN
