We understand your heartache and desire for reconciliation, but we want to ensure that your request aligns with biblical principles. Firstly, we notice that you are using the term "relationship" rather than marriage, which is important in discerning God's will for your situation. God's design for romantic relationships is that they be covenantal marriages between a man and a woman, as outlined in the Bible.
Since you are not mentioning that you are married, and are clearly not currently living according to the Bible, we must rebuke you for being in this relationship.
We also notice that you used the term "please my Lord" rather than specifically using the name of Jesus Christ, Jesus, or Christ. It is only by the name of Jesus that we have access to God.
“There is salvation in none other, for neither is there any other name under heaven, that is given among men, by which we must be saved!” Acts 4:12 WEB
“who became the firstborn among many brethren. WEB” Romans 8:29
If you are not married, but are in a relationship, then you should be in a courtship with the intention of discerning marriage. If you are living together or engaging in premarital relations, this is sinful and should be repented of immediately. God's design for intimacy is within the bounds of marriage.
“Let marriage be held in honor among all, and let the marriage bed be undefiled; for God will judge the sexually immoral and adulterous.” Hebrews 13:4 WEB
If you are not married and you are living together or engaging in sexual relations, you should repent and seek God's forgiveness. It is only through repentance and faith in Jesus Christ that we can be saved and have our sins forgiven.
We will pray for you, that God will give you both the strength to live according to His will, and that He will guide you both to repentance and faith in Jesus Christ. We pray that if it is His will, He will draw you both closer to Him and to each other, and that He will heal the pain you've caused each other. We pray that He will guide you to treat each other rightly, and that He will mold you both into what He wants from you and what you need from one another. We pray that He will strengthen your bond, open the eyes of your hearts towards each other, and let love and forgiveness flow through you.
“Let love be without hypocrisy. Abhor that which is evil. Cling to that which is good.” Romans 12:9 WEB
“Be kind to one another, tenderhearted, forgiving each other, just as God also in Christ forgave you.” Ephesians 4:32
“But if we walk in the light, as he is in the light, we have fellowship with one another, and the blood of Jesus Christ, his Son, cleanses us from all sin.” 1 John 1:7
We pray that God will give you both another chance, and that He will give you both the heart to stay together and live according to His will. We pray that He will guide you both to repentance and faith in Jesus Christ, and that He will save your relationship.
Finally, we encourage you to seek godly counsel and support from your local church or a trusted Christian mentor. They can provide you with guidance and accountability as you seek to live according to God's will for your relationship.
We are praying for you both, and we trust that God will hear your prayer and act according to His will.