Hi Hannah,
Are you born again? Is Jesus your Lord and Redeemer? If He is not, I encourage you to ask HIm to reveal Himself to you.
As a born again believer, depression is not your created value. Matter of fact, it should not have a say in your life. The word of God says that God has not given you the spirit of fear, but of love and of power and of a sound mind. Scripture also says that 'ye have the mind of Christ'. Scripture also tells us to cast down imaginations (speculations and what could be or could happen) and every high and lofty thing that exalts itself against the knowledge of God and bring every thought into captivity to the obedience of Christ. Scripture also says that God is love and it is His love (that is perfect) that casts out fear. If we are fearing, then we do not walk in perfect love.
There is lady who was in clinical depression and panic attacks. She complained and argued, gave excuse after excuse, told us we didn't understand, but let me tell you, when the word of God entered into her as a living, breathing word, she got set free. A friend of ours said to her "you can share all your excuses with God, but you must end up saying " God, inspite of my excuses your word says i should trust you, for you are good."
So I say this to you hannahbelieves, start trusing God. He is for you, not against you.
Father, we ask in the name of Yeshua that You would begin to do that work you have planned and purposed for Hannah. That the finished work of the cross, says "It Is Finished!" The suffering she is carrying, Jesus carried for her 2000 years ago so she wouldn't have to be burdened and her focus taken off of You. Father restore and redeem what the enemy has taken from her life. In the name of Yeshua we call forth every promise and provision of God to begin to make manifest in Hannah's life. Depression and panic attacks, I say to you, NO MORE will you afflict her with burdens to heavy to carry. I nul and void your work in her life and command you to go and don't come back. Every word curse spoken to Hannah, knowingly and unknowingly, we loose, crush smash and destroy your effects and affects in her life. We call forth the blessings of God and his favor to begin to work in her life. Blessed she is coming in and blessed she is going out. Favored, chosen, blessed. Thank you Lord for your precious blood poured out for us/her. I ask for healing in every area of her life, emotions and soul in Yeshua's name. Amen.