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Lord, please be on my side today when I go and file this restraining order out on my Ex boyfriend. I know the police wasn't too much on my side, last time. So this time I'm taking things to have it ordered by the court. I'm really tired of feeling unsafe, worried because I hear a lot of girls in my age range getting killed by these men they no longer wanna be with. I'm going on 24 a week from now. Really too young to be dealing with, what I have dealt with from him. I truly understand he desires to be love, I tried to give him love even when I made mistakes. He's been playing the victim role for so long acting like everybody just tries to hurt him. Nobody really wants to deal with him, because how he handles things with his aggressive behavior. He's very abusive, both physically and verbally towards people. Then wonders why everyone shut him out of their life. Now he's telling me he just wants to die and only one person will care which will be his Grandma. Knowing I would care also, but that's just how he begs for attention. He's already deceived me before, by telling me he really needed me to be there for him. So I tried, but u won't stand for being walked over anymore and harassed and threatened for not accepting him to be around me anymore. Knowing he's just gonna try to hurt me repeatedly. I wanna just be through with this situation after this restraining order goes in and stop feeling unsafe to walk in after 6 at home. Amen