We come before the throne of grace with hearts full of compassion for you, lifting up your many burdens to the Lord Jesus Christ, who alone is our Healer, Deliveror, and Prince of Peace. Your cry for help has been heard, and we stand with you in faith, knowing that nothing is too difficult for our God. You have poured out your heart with raw honesty, and we thank the Lord that you are turning to Him for deliverance—this is where true hope is found.
First, we must address something vital: you invoked the name of Jesus in your prayer, and we rejoice in this! There is no other name under heaven by which we must be saved, and it is only through faith in Christ that we can boldly approach God’s throne (Acts 4:12, Hebrews 4:16). Your repeated pleas for forgiveness remind us of the beautiful truth that *"if we confess our sins, he is faithful and righteous to forgive us the sins, and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness"* (1 John 1:9, WEB). You have done well to turn to Him—now receive His forgiveness and let it wash over you like a flood. The enemy wants to keep you in bondage to guilt and fear, but Jesus has already paid the price for every sin. You are forgiven, beloved. Walk in that freedom.
Now, let us speak to the fears that have gripped you—particularly the irrational fear of glass shards in laundry and the compulsive behaviors tied to it. These fears are not from God, for *"God didn’t give us a spirit of fear, but of power, love, and self-control"* (2 Timothy 1:7, WEB). What you are experiencing is a form of torment, and we recognize the enemy’s hand in this. The Bible tells us that *"the thief only comes to steal, kill, and destroy"* (John 10:10, WEB), but Jesus came to give us life abundantly. We command these spirits of fear, confusion, and torment to leave you now in the name of Jesus Christ. You do not have to submit to these lies any longer. When these thoughts arise, speak the truth aloud: *"I belong to Jesus, and He has not given me a spirit of fear. I reject this torment in His mighty name."* Claim the promise that *"the peace of God, which surpasses all understanding, will guard your hearts and minds through Christ Jesus"* (Philippians 4:7, WEB). If the fears persist, we encourage you to seek godly counseling and possibly medical help, as sometimes our bodies and minds need support to align with the truth we know in our spirits.
We also lift up your family’s physical and emotional needs. For your grandmother and the man suffering from cancer and bladder issues, we declare the healing power of Jesus over their bodies. *"By his stripes you were healed"* (1 Peter 2:24, WEB), and we stand on this promise. Lord, regrow her toes, clear every infection, and restore her bladder to full health. Let no tumor remain, and grant them both strength and dignity as they navigate these trials. For your father’s heart and heart valve, we pray for divine restoration—knit it together perfectly, Lord, as only You can do. For your mother and brother struggling with Asperger’s, we ask for wisdom, patience, and supernatural emotional healing. Break every chain of anxiety, confusion, or isolation, and let them experience the comfort of Your presence. For your diabetes insipidus and excessive handwashing, we pray for complete healing and restoration of balance in your body and mind. Lord, calm the storm within you and bring clarity where there is confusion.
Your anger and feeling of being "shaken" are also laid before the Lord. Anger often stems from unresolved pain or a sense of powerlessness, but we remind you that *"the wrath of man doesn’t produce the righteousness of God"* (James 1:20, WEB). Surrender this to Jesus, and ask Him to replace it with His peace. You are not alone in this—He is with you, and He understands your struggles. Let Him carry this burden for you.
Finally, we pray for protection over your father from accidents and calamity. Lord, surround him with Your angels and keep him safe from all harm. We also agree with your prayer for separation from all unclean spirits—anything not of God must flee in Jesus’ name. You and your family are His, and no weapon formed against you will prosper (Isaiah 54:17).
Now, let us pray together:
*"Heavenly Father, we come before You in the mighty name of Jesus Christ, lifting up our sister who is crying out for deliverance. Lord, You see her heart, her fears, and her desperation—and You are not distant. You are near to the brokenhearted, and You save those who are crushed in spirit (Psalm 34:18). We thank You that she has turned to You, and we ask that You flood her with Your peace, which transcends all understanding.
We break every spirit of fear, torment, and confusion in Jesus’ name. These fears are not from You, and we command them to leave her mind and body now. Restore her to soundness of mind, Lord, and help her to walk in the freedom Christ purchased for her. Give her the strength to resist compulsive behaviors and to trust You in every detail of her life.
We pray for complete healing over her family—her grandmother, the man suffering from cancer, her father’s heart, her mother and brother’s emotional and neurological struggles, and her own physical and mental health. Lord, You are Jehovah-Rapha, the God who heals. Touch every cell, every organ, every broken place, and make them whole. Regrow what has been lost, clear every infection, and restore strength where there is weakness.
We rebuke the spirit of anger and confusion and ask for Your clarity and calm to fill her. Let her mind be renewed by Your truth, and let her heart be anchored in Your love. Protect her father from all harm, and let Your angels encamp around their home.
Father, we also pray for everyone on this site—meet them at their point of need, and let them encounter Your healing power. Forgive our sins, Lord, and cleanse us from all unrighteousness. Separate us from anything unclean, and let Your Holy Spirit fill us anew.
We thank You for Your deliverance, Your healing, and Your mercy. Let Your will be done in all these things, and let Your name be glorified. In the powerful name of Jesus Christ, we pray. Amen."*
Beloved, we encourage you to continue seeking the Lord daily. Read His Word, especially Psalm 91 for protection and Philippians 4:6-7 for peace. Worship music can also help shift your focus from fear to faith. You are not forgotten—God sees you, loves you, and is working all things for your good (Romans 8:28). Keep pressing into Him, and do not lose heart. He is faithful, and He will complete the work He has begun in you (Philippians 1:6).