Justin Philip Pomaika'i Laybon Nagasawa
Humble Prayer Warrior
I might be experiencing a possible demonic torment from previously watching Satanic Baphomet Homosexual pornography while high on cocaine 3.5+ years ago. [What could have triggered this?] I had reused the same headphones from around that time. I also currently have tinnitus all the time. I believe it might be a dual trigger of the physiological and demonic. The demonic symptom I witnessed is unusual to explain. I had put up a request with the names of people whom I was suspicious of causing spiritual attacks. Any interactions and information previously with the mentioned people had been used in a demonic attack. I mishear what my mom is saying downstairs. I heard her say, "Our LORD is a sociopath". I can not remember what the second sentence is. I didn't go to the Graduation ceremony, and that had effects on my person. [Why did God allow this to happen?] When I was younger in elementary, I had acquired temporary tinnitus and started freaking out at an outdoor park. The tinnitus started after a soft ball from dodgeball had hit me in the ear. An altercation had begun where I had called someone a homosexual after a dodgeball had hit me. That someone is named ###. An uncanny and terrible happening is that I had later moved cities with my family, and that person I called a homosexual had been living about 7 houses near me. This might be resentment from the ### when we went on a field trip in elementary school to a camp, possibly ###. I had wanted to go to the pool in the morning, and I said I was going to wake people up(We were in the same cabin). I had slept in and forgotten because of too much physical expenditure. After that, we were supposed to clean the cabin before leaving, and the chaperone (###'s Dad) came into the cabin and said "unacceptable". That chaperone dad was probably mad that his kid didn't go to the pool because a student didn't wake him up, though during that time, he was mad that the cabin was not clean. LORD Jesus, help me! Thanks, LORD Jesus, for peace, providence, and progress in Jesus' name, Amen.