tina1
Beloved of All
Lord it is clear the team I work with does not like me, it is hard to see them idealizing others on the team and makes me feel like complete garbage, Lord working there the past 10 months has significantly damaged my self-esteem and confidence. Lord I don't know how to handle this situation please help me and forgive me if I have done anything wrong or if pride is an issue. It just hurts so much to feel so much less than others. There is a meeting tomorrow to discuss the recent negative feedback I've received in my performance appraisal that will involve the program director, my supervisor and chief and Lord I am so scared, what if they trash me some more? I don't know what else to do is it wrong or prideful to try and defend myself against unjust and unfounded criticisms? Lord please protect my license and I am sorry I am not as good as others at work. Lord I don't know how I will survive there any longer please show me a way out, the recent job I applied for went to a less experienced colleague of mine who is fully bilingual which I am not and this job required it but I lost my chance at a way out Lord I feel so sad and please forgive me for all the added stress I'm causing my husband because of this situation please do not let this harm his lungs please forgive my sins I am a terrible person please give my husband miracle healing from interstitial lung illness and let his lung diffusion capacity increase to at least 40. In Jesus Name amen thank You
