Lord in Heaven, my dear cousin passed away last week.

[dandan27]

Lord in Heaven, my dear cousin passed away last week. She was living alone on the coast with her son and lodgers and she had a boyfriend. I have been chatting with her on Facebook since 2010. We used to have a correspondence when I as at school 20 or 30 years ago. I said I was praying for her and son, boyfriend. She was agnostic but said I was her rock, but in the end I think I failed. I often did a bit of preaching and praying but looking back over the history of our chat I think I was doing a lot of preaching but not much action. I had it on my heart to visit her down on the coast with her young son and boyfriend but I never went. Last weekend I suddenly got a call that she was in hospital and had 50/50 chance of surviving. She was 50, 2 years younger than me. I was unsure whether to catch a train down. It was cheaper on Monday or Tuesday and could have booked, but then on Monday there was a facebook post which led me to believe she was getting better. I thought I would wait to visit when she is back at home. So I didn't go, but then on Wednesday I received a message that she had passed away. I felt pretty bad. I can't really blame anyone else. I have been finding it hard to forgive myself until today when I have decided that I missed seeing her because I am a fool.. I feel I could have done more for her. She often invited me down but I never went. I feel such a hypocrite because a rock would have been there at her bedside, I may have even helped her recover, May God forgive me and help me to be less of a fool.

 

[Articles]

Lord, we thank you that you for the blessings that you have given us. Help us to honor you in every part of our lives. We place this request at your throne. Please hear and reply according to your perfect will and timing. Grant us the peace to know that you are in control. In Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[tina1]

I prayed for this. In Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[Friend of Jesus]

I prayed for this. In Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[lenore]

Dear God, hear this request for through you all things are possible. May their words reach your ears and that you will answer their prayers now.With Love,Amen

 

[mitchandkay]

Dear one , what is done is done and there is no need in feeling guilty about this because it will not do you or her any good , only the enemy of your soul will torment you with this , you are going to HAVE to forgive yourself and move on with the help of the Lord . You are in our prayers . Blessings !

 

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