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lost_soul
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Lord,
I am really lost. My depression is really getting worse and I am not able to properly. It has been over a long time, but I am still suffering. Lord, I thought you have a good plan because you grant me the intelligence and ambition, but why I am the only one who is jobless I sometimes wonder what is the point as life seems to only give me troubles and sufferings. I cannot work out why I am doing good to the others and they exploid me and living a good life, but I am the only one who suffers. You promised you will protect me from the enermies, but you are silient, or maybe I am the one on the opposite side of you? I feel my talents are completely wasted and I have made zero step on my career ladder. And the unspeakable behaviours of my extended inlaws give me no hope of my marriage or having child! So god, what is the lesson? What is wrong? What I can do?
I am really lost. My depression is really getting worse and I am not able to properly. It has been over a long time, but I am still suffering. Lord, I thought you have a good plan because you grant me the intelligence and ambition, but why I am the only one who is jobless I sometimes wonder what is the point as life seems to only give me troubles and sufferings. I cannot work out why I am doing good to the others and they exploid me and living a good life, but I am the only one who suffers. You promised you will protect me from the enermies, but you are silient, or maybe I am the one on the opposite side of you? I feel my talents are completely wasted and I have made zero step on my career ladder. And the unspeakable behaviours of my extended inlaws give me no hope of my marriage or having child! So god, what is the lesson? What is wrong? What I can do?
