askingforhelp
Disciple of Prayer
Lord, I am not sure if this is selfish prayer, however, I need you to hear me out. There is a possibility I am the father to an unborn child. The girl who is carrying this unborn child is a friend of mine. Nothing more, nothing less. She and her ex-boyfriend broke up and her and I ended up having sex. She discovered she was pregnant, 5 months along, last Wednesday (Feb. 4th). She notified me that there was a small chance I could be the father. I understand we must all take responsibility for our actions, but I pray that this child is not mine. My father is dying of cancer and the news of a child out of wedlock would devastate my family. I am not ready nor suitable to be a father...yet. Her and I are not in love nor will ever be anything more than friends. I want this child to grow up in a loving, two-parent home.
This is something her and I (if I am indeed the father, will never be able to provide for this child). I know it sounds selfish for me to not want this child in my life, but with my life just beginning to shape up the way I want it. I feel so selfish even typing that, but please spare me lord. Please spare my family this news. Please allow me to have children when I am fully ready and capable. Also, please bless my friend, Sarah, with the guidance needed to give this child the gift of the best shot at life. As a recovering drug-addict and girl with no job and no schooling, I know within my heart she is not prepared to undertake this child. Lord, please find her a family that would welcome this child with open arms and give him/her a fair shot, a good life and a happy life. Please help us. Please help me. Forgive me for all the sins I have committed and allow me to continue my path to righteousness in your son Jesus' name, Amen.
This is something her and I (if I am indeed the father, will never be able to provide for this child). I know it sounds selfish for me to not want this child in my life, but with my life just beginning to shape up the way I want it. I feel so selfish even typing that, but please spare me lord. Please spare my family this news. Please allow me to have children when I am fully ready and capable. Also, please bless my friend, Sarah, with the guidance needed to give this child the gift of the best shot at life. As a recovering drug-addict and girl with no job and no schooling, I know within my heart she is not prepared to undertake this child. Lord, please find her a family that would welcome this child with open arms and give him/her a fair shot, a good life and a happy life. Please help us. Please help me. Forgive me for all the sins I have committed and allow me to continue my path to righteousness in your son Jesus' name, Amen.
