Lord give me strength

[Heidi]

Lord, you know what my heart desires. hes so far gone away from me. I'm losing hope, and strength. I'm scared my faith isnt strong enough to see you plan. Lord, I love you.. i'm so desprate right now. Forgive me for looking for a quick fix. I just want my husband to fall in love with me again. Lord, you know how much i'm hurting and relying on you. I need help in puttin all my faith into this right now. I know you have a plan for me. Hes gotten his lawyer. I haven't ,, I have been waiting for you to give me a sign. Lord, you know how much I don't want this divorce. I love this man with all my heart. I'm hurting so much right now. We just had bad exchange of words. I just feel so hopeless. Lord, I can't even put into words, or what to ask for anymore. I know its in your hands. I felt I have reached out all to you in all the ways I feel I know how to. My husband hates me so much right now. I know its the enemy talking, due to the hold he has on my husband. Lord, after all the wrongs he has done to me in my marriage of 23 yrs. How can I still love him so much. I feel so abandoned right now, by my husband. I'm afraid after loosing everything to lawyers. Lord, you know I have been a stay at home mom. Thats all I ever ever wanted to be. You know I take full responiblity for my elderly parents. You know the promise I made to you. To take care of my parents. How important it is to be a great mom, and daughter. Lord, I'm just scared how far its goin to go. Before your plan is goin to benefit me, my husband, and family. It just wouldn't hurt so bad, if I didn't love my husband. Lord, you know whats in my heart. Its just hurting so much right now. things are clouding my direction. Lord, please guide me,, I need you more then ever in my life. I ask that this prayer room can pray and have faith for me, that I just don't have right now.

Lord, I love you so much. I do thank you for all my blessings I do have..

In Jesus name, Amen

 

[susant]

I read your request and wanted to say that love should be easier than what you wrote about. Pray for the love you and your husband had to bring you together to be restored. Give it time-do stuff for yourself that will make you happy. Maybe go on a short vacation or just a day trip somewhere in the city or state you live in. Continue to praise God for your marriage and love you had for 23 years-some people never find true love or get married. Thank God that you are alive and healthy and can walk through this trial with your head high. Honestly, the only thing in life that matters is being healthy enough to praise the Lord. Be well and I will pray for you. Susan

 

[PrayzOn]

All Powerful God: I lift up Heidi to you. She is suffering terribly. Intervene in her life. Remove any barriors from her heart, sight, and wisdom so that she would see her situation clearly. Show her what you would have her to do. Show her how to spend every minute of her time. Fill her with your love so that she understands that even if her husband never loves her again, your love is so profound that you will usher in a new day for her. A time of love and joy. Prove for her every need so that she can continue to care for her parents and children. Whatever it is that you would have her do, give her the vision to see it and the grace to accept it. In this very moment, teach her to rest in you. In Jesus name. Amen.