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Heidi
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Lord, i'm nervous about Brian coming home from his business trip tomorrow. I recieved the divorce papers, and this will be the first time i see him since. Lord, you know I love Brian, I know hes in your hands. I pray that i just keep my mouth shut. I do not want to speak out of terms. I want my words, to be your words. This is my biggest worry. I give this situation to you Lord. When the enemy wants to throw arrows at me, i put on the armor of God. Lord, i know you will be with me, because this is one of my biggest weaknesses. I have been praying day and night that i don't start throwing meanful, hateful and hurtful words to Brian.
In the divorce papers, brian states he wants me to keep the house. Lord, you know i won't qualify for the house. i dont want the house. you know this house is a burden to me, to much to keep up. In return, Brian would lower his spousal support, and not let me touch his 401k, or his retirement.
Lord, you know i told brian i dont want the house. and i will have to see my lawyer on monday.
I know your will, will be done. I have told brian what a burden this house is to me, and thank to you Lord Jesus, he will see that tomorrow.
While Brian was on this 2 wk trip. My sprinklers have gone crazy, i have fixed most, but then more break, flooded on one side of the yard, dead on the other. The bathroom fixture i tried to change broke, the screw is so wedged and broken to bare nothing. I have no tool to fix it.
And the most awesome thing is, i came home from my sons football game tonite,, walked in the garage. MY water heater broke, water all over. I now have no hot water till brian can fix it after he gets home from a long flight. Lord, i know this is your work. I praise you for it, I don't know what your plan is,, but i trust you.
This is a testimony that the Lord does work in mysterious ways. Lord, thank you for showing me that this is all your work. I pray that Brian don't get angry when he comes home to this mess. Lord, I love and praise your name, In Jesus name,, amen
In the divorce papers, brian states he wants me to keep the house. Lord, you know i won't qualify for the house. i dont want the house. you know this house is a burden to me, to much to keep up. In return, Brian would lower his spousal support, and not let me touch his 401k, or his retirement.
Lord, you know i told brian i dont want the house. and i will have to see my lawyer on monday.
I know your will, will be done. I have told brian what a burden this house is to me, and thank to you Lord Jesus, he will see that tomorrow.
While Brian was on this 2 wk trip. My sprinklers have gone crazy, i have fixed most, but then more break, flooded on one side of the yard, dead on the other. The bathroom fixture i tried to change broke, the screw is so wedged and broken to bare nothing. I have no tool to fix it.
And the most awesome thing is, i came home from my sons football game tonite,, walked in the garage. MY water heater broke, water all over. I now have no hot water till brian can fix it after he gets home from a long flight. Lord, i know this is your work. I praise you for it, I don't know what your plan is,, but i trust you.
This is a testimony that the Lord does work in mysterious ways. Lord, thank you for showing me that this is all your work. I pray that Brian don't get angry when he comes home to this mess. Lord, I love and praise your name, In Jesus name,, amen