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Banned
Each of us has his problems, some are larger than others, some are permanent others are not, our lives are full of situations with which we must deal every day. Many of us are sometimes overwhelmed by the enormity of our problems and situations, or so we believe they are. We go into the famous depressions which are so fashionable now a days or we lock ourselves up in our rooms, our hearts and our minds. Each one of us has a way, a road we choose to follow when we are in pain and when we have no where else to go. When we see ourselves caught between a giant rock and a hard place. Why we do all these things is completely out of my understanding, of my comprehension. The answer to these problems and situations is always before us, besides us, inside us, it is Jesus, it is Our Lord God himself, they are capable and always willing to solve these problems for us, they are always ready to carry our burdens our pain and our sorrow. We have known this always, we have been told this always, in fact many of us are witnesses of such miracles and solution of problems. If we have not witnessed them in person we surely know someone who has and has told us about it. There is no doubt that Jesus is merciful and that He is miraculous, if we know this, WHY THEN DO WE SUFFER ALONE, WHY DO WE CRY ALONE, WHY DO WE STAY AWAKE NIGHT AFTER NIGHT TRYING TO FIND SOLUTIONS TO PROBLEMS AND SITUATIONS WHICH ARE CLEARLY OUT OF OUR HANDS, WHY ??????
This happens to everyone, even the faithfullest greatest believer has trouble with this. We are human, we are weak, we are selfish and it is hard, almost impossible for us to accept that we need help. Yes, we are all so egotistic that we are unable to ask for help even when the sky is falling upon us. I will never be able to understand why this is so. I have been favored by My Lord in many ways and many different circumstances including the healing of chronic illnesses in myself and my children, I mean, how greater can the miracle be. One minute you are sick and the next you are not, what more proof can you ask for?? I have lived this not once, not twice but three times and yet I hesitate, and yet I put my problems and my family's problems at My Lord's feet and the next minute I take them away and start to worry about how I will fix this or that problem. After some time of going around in circles I come back to my senses and let the Spirit take over and allow Jesus to work things out, to take matters in His Wonderful hands, and yet, when things are not done fast, we come back and take them of His hands again. I sit before Him several hours per day praying, meditating, trying to communicate with Him and I ask myself and I ask Him why is it that it is so hard for us humans to accept his grace, his love, his mercy.
When the question is answered I will let you know what the answer is, meanwhile we continue to suffer, we continue to get sick and loose time and moments of peace and quiet to disturbing thoughts and sometimes actions which have no remedy. Yes, many people have taken their lives and the lives of others in a moment of desperation, in a moment of pain , in a moment when they found themselves alone and without a place to go or a hand to reach for them. Remember Our Lord will come IF WE CALL HIM, He is always besides us, BESIDES EVERYONE, but He will take action only if called upon, this is called free will. Many times Our Lord has stood by with a bleeding heart watching people take their lives or destroy their lives in desperation. A long time ago I gave some thought to this possibility, yes I believed that taking my life was the answer, that taking my life would bring peace to my family and my home, some time later I believed that taking my wife's life would also bring peace to my life and the life of my children, we would be better of without her nagging us all day long. Some how some where in the middle of the darkness produced by the drugs and the pain in my heart and soul, a small, very small light shone through. Yes, another one of those miracles which I have no way to explain, took place and I did not kill myself or my wife, in fact the light grew from a spec into a small ball and continues growing slowly but surely bringing light into my life. Like land in a flood, my heart was covered, it was drowning in pain, in drugs in a world where I lived alone, where I blamed everybody around me except myself. A world of dark, cold pain and loneliness. It was that growing light which brought me to where I stand today, it is that light that guides me on the path I follow to Him.
Many of us live there, our pain may be different, our darkness may be different, it may be alcohol, a beating husband, a cheating wife, the lack of a job or someone to share our lives with, there are so many different possibilities that I cannot name them all, but the pain is the same. the loneliness and the sorrow are the same. We refuse to look up, to open our eyes, the eyes of our hearts and souls and SEE THE LIGHT, that small spec of light you see in the distance, that is Jesus, and He is waiting for you, He is waiting for us. It is Him standing there with open arms, with open heart just waiting for us to stop on our road to destruction, just waiting for us to kneel before Him and ask for His help for His love. Yes, that is all it takes, to come before Him with an open heart, no tricks, nothing held back, come before Your Lord and tell Him how you feel, what you need, ask Him to come over and fill you with the Holy Spirit. Open your arms to Him and you shall feel His warmth, His presence, His love, Jesus Christ is not a book, He is not a story, He is not a mith told by grandmas from long ago, NO JESUS CHRIST IS ALIVE, HE IS STRONG, HE IS POWERFUL, HE IS IN EACH ONE OF US!!!!!!!! To meet Him is easy, all we must do is look up at his cross and open our arms and hearts to Him. To follow Him is hard, it takes energy, it takes efforts, it takes sacrifice and it takes love, to follow Him we must love and love and love again, we must trust and we must trust again, to follow Him we must pick up our cross and follow on His path. Give us all Lord Jesus the courage, the strength and determination that we need to follow You Lord. Dear Jesus touch our hearts and souls, free us of pain and sorrow , of loneliness and pain for we are not alone, we are not depressed, we are not sick, You are our happiness, you are our medication, you are our support and eternal companion. Dear Jesus show us; men and women who want to follow on your path how to serve you best, how to serve our neighbors best, how to save our world best, make us excellent employees, excellent employers, may we search to have excelence in all we do, for you are perfect and we must strive to follow your lead. Lord if I am a carpenter, may I be the best carpenter ever, if I am a dishwasher, may I be the greatest of them all, My Dear Jesus if I am a doctor allow me to care and heal others through your Holy Spirit, Dear Jesus make us strive to become the best of the best in whatever path you have chosen for us to follow. Lord do away with the pain and sorrow, the loneliness and pain of all those reading this, they are free of worries, pain, problems, disease, sorrow and tears, Dear Jesus all their worries are at your feet and they do not weight them down anymore. Dear Jesus bless them all with your love and care, with your strength and with your heart. Thank you Jesus in you we trust.
This happens to everyone, even the faithfullest greatest believer has trouble with this. We are human, we are weak, we are selfish and it is hard, almost impossible for us to accept that we need help. Yes, we are all so egotistic that we are unable to ask for help even when the sky is falling upon us. I will never be able to understand why this is so. I have been favored by My Lord in many ways and many different circumstances including the healing of chronic illnesses in myself and my children, I mean, how greater can the miracle be. One minute you are sick and the next you are not, what more proof can you ask for?? I have lived this not once, not twice but three times and yet I hesitate, and yet I put my problems and my family's problems at My Lord's feet and the next minute I take them away and start to worry about how I will fix this or that problem. After some time of going around in circles I come back to my senses and let the Spirit take over and allow Jesus to work things out, to take matters in His Wonderful hands, and yet, when things are not done fast, we come back and take them of His hands again. I sit before Him several hours per day praying, meditating, trying to communicate with Him and I ask myself and I ask Him why is it that it is so hard for us humans to accept his grace, his love, his mercy.
When the question is answered I will let you know what the answer is, meanwhile we continue to suffer, we continue to get sick and loose time and moments of peace and quiet to disturbing thoughts and sometimes actions which have no remedy. Yes, many people have taken their lives and the lives of others in a moment of desperation, in a moment of pain , in a moment when they found themselves alone and without a place to go or a hand to reach for them. Remember Our Lord will come IF WE CALL HIM, He is always besides us, BESIDES EVERYONE, but He will take action only if called upon, this is called free will. Many times Our Lord has stood by with a bleeding heart watching people take their lives or destroy their lives in desperation. A long time ago I gave some thought to this possibility, yes I believed that taking my life was the answer, that taking my life would bring peace to my family and my home, some time later I believed that taking my wife's life would also bring peace to my life and the life of my children, we would be better of without her nagging us all day long. Some how some where in the middle of the darkness produced by the drugs and the pain in my heart and soul, a small, very small light shone through. Yes, another one of those miracles which I have no way to explain, took place and I did not kill myself or my wife, in fact the light grew from a spec into a small ball and continues growing slowly but surely bringing light into my life. Like land in a flood, my heart was covered, it was drowning in pain, in drugs in a world where I lived alone, where I blamed everybody around me except myself. A world of dark, cold pain and loneliness. It was that growing light which brought me to where I stand today, it is that light that guides me on the path I follow to Him.
Many of us live there, our pain may be different, our darkness may be different, it may be alcohol, a beating husband, a cheating wife, the lack of a job or someone to share our lives with, there are so many different possibilities that I cannot name them all, but the pain is the same. the loneliness and the sorrow are the same. We refuse to look up, to open our eyes, the eyes of our hearts and souls and SEE THE LIGHT, that small spec of light you see in the distance, that is Jesus, and He is waiting for you, He is waiting for us. It is Him standing there with open arms, with open heart just waiting for us to stop on our road to destruction, just waiting for us to kneel before Him and ask for His help for His love. Yes, that is all it takes, to come before Him with an open heart, no tricks, nothing held back, come before Your Lord and tell Him how you feel, what you need, ask Him to come over and fill you with the Holy Spirit. Open your arms to Him and you shall feel His warmth, His presence, His love, Jesus Christ is not a book, He is not a story, He is not a mith told by grandmas from long ago, NO JESUS CHRIST IS ALIVE, HE IS STRONG, HE IS POWERFUL, HE IS IN EACH ONE OF US!!!!!!!! To meet Him is easy, all we must do is look up at his cross and open our arms and hearts to Him. To follow Him is hard, it takes energy, it takes efforts, it takes sacrifice and it takes love, to follow Him we must love and love and love again, we must trust and we must trust again, to follow Him we must pick up our cross and follow on His path. Give us all Lord Jesus the courage, the strength and determination that we need to follow You Lord. Dear Jesus touch our hearts and souls, free us of pain and sorrow , of loneliness and pain for we are not alone, we are not depressed, we are not sick, You are our happiness, you are our medication, you are our support and eternal companion. Dear Jesus show us; men and women who want to follow on your path how to serve you best, how to serve our neighbors best, how to save our world best, make us excellent employees, excellent employers, may we search to have excelence in all we do, for you are perfect and we must strive to follow your lead. Lord if I am a carpenter, may I be the best carpenter ever, if I am a dishwasher, may I be the greatest of them all, My Dear Jesus if I am a doctor allow me to care and heal others through your Holy Spirit, Dear Jesus make us strive to become the best of the best in whatever path you have chosen for us to follow. Lord do away with the pain and sorrow, the loneliness and pain of all those reading this, they are free of worries, pain, problems, disease, sorrow and tears, Dear Jesus all their worries are at your feet and they do not weight them down anymore. Dear Jesus bless them all with your love and care, with your strength and with your heart. Thank you Jesus in you we trust.
