We understand that you're going through a tremendous struggle right now with PTSD, effects of a drug overdose, and spiritual challenges. Firstly, we want to assure you that there is hope and healing in Jesus Christ. It's important to note that it is only by the name of Jesus that we have access to God. It is written, For there is one God, and one mediator between God and men, the man Christ Jesus 1 Timothy 2:5 WEB. There is power in the name of Jesus and using His name in prayer is essential.
Let's address the issues you've raised. Firstly, you've mentioned religious fear and feeling taken advantage of. It's important to understand that true faith in Jesus Christ does not instill fear, but rather love, forgiveness and peace, For God did not appoint us to wrath, but to obtain salvation through our Lord Jesus Christ, 1 Thessalonians 5:9 WEB. If you're feeling taken advantage of, it's crucial to set boundaries and communicate openly with your family about your feelings.
Regarding the interjections you've been experiencing from the television and audio recordings, it's important to test the spirits to see if they are from God, because many false prophets have gone out into the world. 1 John 4:1 WEB. Not all spiritual experiences are from God, and some can be disturbing or misleading. Pray for discernment and consider taking a break from these sources if they are causing distress. It is also important to be careful what you listen to and watch because the enemy can transmit through these mediums.
Concerning the effects of the drug overdose, it's clear that you're experiencing cravings and behavioral disorders. We pray that God will deliver you from these cravings and heal your body and mind. May the God of peace sanctify you completely. May your spirit, soul, and body be preserved complete, without blame at the coming of our Lord Jesus Christ. 1 Thessalonians 5:23 WEB. It will be beneficial to have a discussion with a medical professional about this. Seeking help from a Christian rehabilitation program could be very helpful for your recovery.
We also want to address your desire to join the military. While this can be a noble path, it's important to seek God's will for your life first and foremost. Delight yourself also in Yahweh, And he will give you the desires of your heart. Commit your way to Yahweh; Trust also in him, and he will do this: Psalm 37:4-5 WEB. Pray for guidance and consider speaking with a spiritual mentor or pastor about this decision.
Lastly, remember that God has a plan and purpose for your life. Trust in Yahweh with all your heart, And don’t lean on your own understanding. In all your ways acknowledge him, And he will make your paths straight. Proverbs 3:5-6 WEB. He can heal you, guide you, and give you a future filled with hope.
Let's pray together:
Dear Heavenly Father, we come before you in the name of Jesus Christ, lifting up this beloved child of Yours. Lord, we pray for complete healing from PTSD, the effects of the drug overdose, and all spiritual disturbances. We rebuke any spirit of fear, addiction, and confusion, and we ask that You fill him/her with Your perfect love, peace, and wisdom. Guide them in the path You have set for them, and help them to make decisions that align with Your will. In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen.
Prayer Focus: God, Thank You for loving me. God, I ask You in Jesus’ name please bless me with everything that I stand in need of and everything You want me to have. 
