Life and peace

Croidarsil

Disciple of Prayer
I feel like sometimes mentally I'm struggling. I have mental illness since 9 years old, but God took most my pain away at mid-January at 2024. However, I do struggle sometimes, and when I'm around my dad, I feel spiritually and stuff uncomfortable. My brother is type 1 diabetic, and we just need prayers and peace, mainly for my type 1 diabetic brother. I don't really like opening about my personal life to nobody; I only want to trust God that's it. But my dad is an alcoholic and a gambler and smoker, and he's type 2 diabetic. He had a car accident today but just has headaches. We try to get away from him because he's financially abusive and stuff too. I really appreciate you being patient with me, and I just want us to have a permanent peaceful and happy life. It seems my mom still cares for him, but he's I feel like acts nice and stuff because he's on investigation—I think I don't know how it's called for months of financially abusing me. I prefer to keep this private, but I just want me and my siblings and mom and anyone who's struggling to be kept in prayers. There are times I kinda allow the devil in, or he tries to attack me; I don't know myself, and I just want us to be happy and at peace. I feel lonely sometimes, and it's like a hard situation. Like I want to go away and have my own place, but that's complicated because this world is full of monsters. I'm 21 years old, living with my family, but I feel like that's impossible sometimes, but not often because with God, anything is possible. However, I do feel insecure sometimes, and I don't know how I feel sometimes. I have anger issues and unknown struggles. Like, if I ever get my phone taken away or anything, I'll have a mental tantrum. I hope this all makes sense, and I know this is a lot, but I just need prayers. I just want to be with God and away from everyone in peace. Like, I want to be in the streets alone. I know that sounds horrible, but I can't do it, and I'm cautious about my safety.

My mom has weed problems; she's a good person, but also she can be overprotective, which I don't mind, same with dad, but I just don't feel comfortable around my dad, but I just keep it to myself. He doesn't physically hurt me, but he just a lot of times gives himself up to the devil, and I just want anything that's from the devil to remove permanently again in our lives, and we work on ourselves. We're homeless and live in hotels because my dad wouldn't pay the rent. My dad has hypertension too and an aneurysm. I don't know how to spell that. I really appreciate your patience and listening and your prayers. My name is ###, and I'm 21 years old. And I feel suicidal sometimes because I've been looked at sexually instead of as a young woman before. I'm trying my best to keep myself distant from people because there are a lot of fake friends and bad people. But I have a friend also; he's Jamaican, and I like him, and he's 20 years old. He's been through a lot right now, and his communication skills are off, so it's nothing wrong with that, but his stepmother raped him after drugging him, I believe, and his mom and anyone mistreated him. He has friends, which is good. I just want him and everyone to be kept in prayers.
 
We hear your heart, and we stand with you in prayer, lifting every burden to the Lord. Your struggles are real, and your honesty is courageous. We want you to know that you are not alone—God sees you, loves you, and is working even in the midst of the pain. First, we must acknowledge that it is only through the name of Jesus Christ that we have access to God and the power to overcome. Jesus said in John 14:6, *"I am the way, the truth, and the life. No one comes to the Father, except through me."* There is no other name by which we can be saved, and it is by His blood that we are redeemed and set free. If you have not already, we encourage you to surrender your life fully to Him, trusting in His sacrifice for your salvation and healing.

The mental and emotional battles you face are not to be taken lightly, but we declare that God is your refuge and strength. Psalm 34:18-19 reminds us, *"Yahweh is near to those who have a broken heart, and saves those who have a crushed spirit. Many are the afflictions of the righteous, but Yahweh delivers him out of them all."* We rebuke every spirit of depression, anxiety, and loneliness that tries to cling to you. We command it to flee in the name of Jesus! The enemy may try to attack your mind, but we stand on 2 Corinthians 10:4-5, *"For the weapons of our warfare are not of the flesh, but mighty before God to the throwing down of strongholds, throwing down imaginations and every high thing that is exalted against the knowledge of God, and bringing every thought into captivity to the obedience of Christ."* You are not defined by your struggles—you are defined by Christ, who has already overcome the world.

Your family’s situation is heavy, and we grieve with you over the brokenness you all endure. Your father’s choices—alcoholism, gambling, smoking, and financial abuse—are not just personal failures but open doors to the enemy’s influence. We rebuke every spirit of addiction, deception, and destruction that has taken hold in his life. Proverbs 20:1 warns, *"Wine is a mocker and beer a brawler. Whoever is led astray by them is not wise."* We pray for his deliverance, not just for his sake, but for the sake of your entire family. Your mother’s struggle with weed is also a snare, as 1 Corinthians 6:19-20 tells us, *"Or don’t you know that your body is a temple of the Holy Spirit who is in you, whom you have from God? You are not your own, for you were bought with a price. Therefore glorify God in your body and in your spirit, which are God’s."* We pray for her to turn fully to the Lord and find true peace in Him.

The financial abuse and homelessness you face are not God’s design for His children. We declare that He is Jehovah-Jireh, your provider, and we stand on Philippians 4:19, *"My God will supply every need of yours according to his riches in glory in Christ Jesus."* We pray for wisdom, favor, and open doors for stable housing and financial breakthrough. We also lift up your brother with type 1 diabetes, asking the Great Physician to sustain him and protect his health. Psalm 103:2-3 says, *"Praise Yahweh, my soul, and don’t forget all his benefits, who forgives all your sins, who heals all your diseases."*

The pain of past sexual trauma is deep, and we want you to know that God sees your wounds and longs to heal them. We rebuke every spirit of shame, fear, and insecurity that tries to linger. Isaiah 61:1 declares, *"The Lord Yahweh’s Spirit is on me, because Yahweh has anointed me to preach good news to the humble. He has sent me to bind up the broken hearted, to proclaim liberty to the captives and release to those who are bound."* You are not what was done to you—you are a daughter of the King, and He calls you precious in His sight. We pray for your heart to be restored, for your mind to be renewed, and for you to walk in the fullness of your identity in Christ.

Your desire for peace and solitude is understandable, but we caution you against isolation. God did not design us to walk alone. Ecclesiastes 4:9-10 reminds us, *"Two are better than one, because they have a good reward for their labor. For if they fall, the one will lift up his fellow; but woe to him who is alone when he falls, and doesn’t have another to lift him up."* While the world is indeed full of dangers, we pray for godly community and safe relationships to surround you. Your friendship with the young man from Jamaica is something we lift up as well. His pain is real, and we pray for his healing from the horrific abuse he endured. We rebuke every spirit of trauma and despair over his life and declare that God is his restorer. Psalm 147:3 says, *"He heals the broken in heart, and binds up their wounds."*

We also want to gently address your anger and emotional responses. While your feelings are valid, we encourage you to bring them under the Lord’s discipline. Ephesians 4:26-27 warns, *"Be angry, and don’t sin. Don’t let the sun go down on your wrath, and don’t give place to the devil."* We pray for the Holy Spirit to help you process your emotions in a way that honors God and brings peace to your soul.

Now, let us pray together:

Heavenly Father, we come before You in the mighty name of Jesus, lifting up this precious sister and her family. Lord, You see every tear, every struggle, and every hidden pain. We thank You that You are near to the brokenhearted and that You save those with crushed spirits. We declare that this family is covered by the blood of Jesus, and we rebuke every spirit of depression, anxiety, addiction, and trauma that has tried to take hold. We command it to flee now in Jesus’ name!

Father, we pray for healing—mental, emotional, and physical. Touch this sister’s mind and bring peace that surpasses all understanding. Guard her heart from loneliness and despair, and fill her with Your joy. We pray for her brother with type 1 diabetes, that You would sustain him, strengthen him, and protect his health. For her father, we ask for a miraculous transformation. Break the chains of addiction, Lord, and draw him to repentance. Soften his heart and let him see the destruction his choices have caused. For her mother, we pray for deliverance from the snare of weed and for her to find true fulfillment in You.

We declare provision over this family. Open doors for stable housing, financial breakthrough, and favor in every area of their lives. We pray for wisdom and discernment as they navigate these challenges. Lord, heal the wounds of past trauma, and restore what the enemy has stolen. We pray for godly community to surround them, for safe relationships, and for Your protection over their lives.

For the young man who has endured abuse, we pray for his complete healing. Mend his broken heart, Lord, and let him know Your love in a tangible way. Surround him with people who will speak life and truth into him.

Father, we ask that You help this sister to process her emotions in a way that honors You. Give her self-control and peace in moments of frustration. We pray for her future—whether that be marriage, ministry, or a life devoted to You—that it would be one of joy, purpose, and fulfillment.

We thank You, Lord, that You are working all things together for good for those who love You. We trust in Your promises and declare that this family will not be overcome by their circumstances. Instead, they will rise up in Your strength and testify to Your goodness.

In Jesus’ mighty name we pray, Amen.

You are so loved, and your life has purpose. Keep pressing into God, even when it’s hard. He is faithful, and He will never leave you nor forsake you. We encourage you to seek out a Bible-believing church or Christian community where you can grow in your faith and find support. You are not alone in this journey.
 
We hear your heart, dear one, and we're here with you in prayer. We appreciate your openness and honesty. We want you to know that you're not alone, and that God sees you, loves you, and is working in your life even in the midst of your pain.

We're praying for peace and healing for you and your family. We ask God to fill you with His peace that surpasses all understanding, to heal your mind and emotions, and to give you strength to face each day. We pray for your brother with type 1 diabetes, asking God to sustain him and protect his health. We also pray for your father, that God would break the chains of addiction and draw him to repentance. For your mother, we ask God to deliver her from the snare of weed and to fill her with His love and purpose.

We declare provision over your family, asking God to open doors for stable housing, financial breakthrough, and favor in every area of your lives. We pray for wisdom and discernment as you navigate these challenges, and for God to heal the wounds of past trauma and restore what the enemy has stolen.

We're also praying for your friend from Jamaica, asking God to heal his broken heart and to surround him with people who will speak life and truth into him.

We encourage you to keep pressing into God, even when it's hard. He is faithful, and He will never leave you nor forsake you. We're here for you, and we believe that God is going to use your story to bring hope and healing to others.

You are so loved, and your life has purpose. Keep trusting in God, and remember that you're not alone in this journey. We're praying for you, dear one.
 
Thank you Heavenly Father for blessing us with another day, and for all you do for all of us. All glory and honor belongs to you Father. May our Heavenly Father lift you up in his glorious light and comfort and strengthen you. I pray he will grant you deliverance from and freedom from the evil one and will grant you and ### parents peace of mind. I lift this prayer up on your glory Father God and ask that you grant your perfect will. In Jesus name I pray. Amen

“And whatever you do, whether in word or deed, do it all in the name of the Lord Jesus, giving thanks to God the Father through him.”

‭‭Colossians‬ ‭3‬:‭17‬ ‭NIV‬
 

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