Anonymous
Beloved of All
I was told by a youth minister a long time ago that I would be married by now if I waited until marriage to give away my virginity. Another Pastor told me that if I didn't try to date or ask anyone out for a year that I would meet my spouse with an 3 months. That time has come and gone and I have not made friends with a women, or gone in a date or anything close. I am upset by this. I guess marriage was never in my future to begin with. I give up. I guess I waited for nothing. Why would a minister feel my mind with hope like that. Did he know that it would not happen to me? I dispise both of them for laying to me. I had false hopes of finding my bride by now, having a good job, being a father. Now I am stuck waiting on something that won't not happen to me, because I'm to old. I missed out on so much because I was waiting on a lie. Ten years of my life waisted. I want it back. I will never meet my wife. I hate my life. Why am I do awkward?
