boazgirl
Account Closed
Can all you warriors pray for me today and all the others out there that on here that are weary and heavy layden. It takes alot for some of us forget the past...get past old life cycles that keep returning to haunt us...praising don't come easy on the bad days and tiredness and satan lurk at every turn in our lives. No matter how hard we try and follow God, turn our backs on our pasts, praise him and are astounded by his miracles...the bad keeps coming and the bible and others say praise for those things too as they are learning lessons ect that brings you closer to him. I and all of us understand that and believe it, but living it and breaking through the wall our brains create with reality and logic is not easy. I personally now have constantly ask God to help me breakthrough that wall and fight the battle within me so that I can get to him. Life as a christian is not meant to be perfect, but a little less hardship or a better way to deal with it would be a blessing. It is not always even us that satan attacks directly, I have learned he uses those unbelievers around you in your family that mean the most to you to rise up against you and put you in positions of vulnarbility and in the end you give in to things you knew better...well I pray for decernment and strength in my fight and for others that read this and feel the same....lets stop the cycle of repeating the same old habits...and get past anxiety and depression in dealing with those things later...God is good and he does come through even at last minute, but we need to not look back and speak blessing into our lives...all the bad we say comes to be and is brought on us. We speak good and blessing and it will happen in time. God expects that of us....but in our world today it is one big garbage dirty mess and we have to look past all the garbage to see the beauty and each day we have to remember that. Focus on the beauty of life, and pray for those that are totally absorbed by the rules of success and beauty in our world. What I see and hear daily it live for today, if you die you had a good time that is all that matters and success means great wealth and prestigous careers...but many of those people are sad very sad and in worse darkness than those of us that struggle to stay in God's light. Oh God help us all in these hard times with the struggles we all face. May what I ask in prayer today on my heart here, touch someone else feeling as I do. ....amen
