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After 21 years of marriage, one that we have both grown appart from over the last few years, my wife told me that she has not loved me for a very long time. I focused on my business to hide and she accepted it and stopped loving me. I have not been strong emotionally to stand up during our marriage to save it from Satan's vice. My wife asked me to move out over a month ago and I found out that she filed for divorce last week. I have a 17.5 & 16 yr old (daughter and sone). I found out 3 weeks ago that she had developed a deep emotional attachment to an old HS friend over 3 months ago, who lives in another state, and that she is profoundly "in love" with him. I want to reconcile my marriage and dont want divorce. I have expressed my deep desire to seek counseling, but she has moved on. The daily struggle of loving her and not being able to fix my marriage is effecting me deeply and I need to find peace. I want to continue to stand for my marriage, but I need to give it all to GOD. The internal battle of how to love my wife and let her go has become too much to bear. Please pray for God's wisdom and love to fill me so I can let HIM control both My life, my Wife's decisions and have HIS purpose for our marriage be completed. God Bless
