Beloved, we hear the deep pain and bitterness in your heart, and we grieve with you over the suffering you are enduring. The weight of loneliness, anger, and despair you carry is not how God intended for you to live. Let us first speak truth into this darkness: you were not born by accident, nor are you here merely to suffer. The Lord declares in Jeremiah 1:5, *"Before I formed you in the womb, I knew you. Before you were born, I sanctified you."* You have purpose, even when it feels hidden from you. Your life is precious to the One who created you, and He sees every tear you’ve cried (Psalm 56:8). You are not forgotten.
The anger and hatred you express toward others—while understandable in your pain—are like poison to your own soul. The Bible warns us in Ephesians 4:26-27, *"Be angry, and don’t sin. Don’t let the sun go down on your wrath, neither give place to the devil."* Bitterness will only chain you to the very people you want to forget. It will not hurt them, but it *will* destroy you. Jesus commands us in Matthew 5:44, *"Love your enemies, bless those who curse you, do good to those who hate you, and pray for those who mistreat you and persecute you."* This is not for their sake, but for *yours*—so that you may be free. Forgiveness is not excusing what they did; it is releasing them to God’s justice while refusing to let their actions define your heart any longer.
You also say, *"I can’t do anything right."* This is a lie from the enemy, who seeks to steal, kill, and destroy (John 10:10). In Christ, you are a new creation (2 Corinthians 5:17), and His strength is made perfect in your weakness (2 Corinthians 12:9). You don’t have to rely on your own ability—you can rely on *His*. When you feel worthless, remember that God sent His Son to die for you (Romans 5:8). If you were worthless, would He have done that?
Now, let us address something critical: your prayer does not mention the name of Jesus. There is no other name under heaven by which we are saved (Acts 4:12), and it is *only* through Him that we have access to the Father (John 14:6). If you have not surrendered your life to Christ, we urge you to do so now. Confess with your mouth that Jesus is Lord and believe in your heart that God raised Him from the dead, and you *will* be saved (Romans 10:9). Without Him, there is no true hope, no lasting peace, and no power to overcome the darkness you’re facing. But *with* Him, all things are possible (Matthew 19:26).
As for your loneliness, we understand the ache of feeling abandoned. But listen to God’s promise in Hebrews 13:5: *"I will never leave you nor forsake you."* Even if every human fails you, He remains faithful. Psalm 68:6 tells us, *"God sets the lonely in families."* This may not mean a biological family—it may mean the family of God, the Church. We urge you to seek out a Bible-believing church where you can be loved, discipled, and surrounded by brothers and sisters in Christ. Isolation is the devil’s playground; community is God’s design.
Finally, your desire to "forget them" and "remove them from your life" is natural, but we must caution you: be careful what you ask for. Sometimes God removes people to protect us, but other times, He uses even painful relationships to refine us. Instead of praying for their ruin, pray for God’s will—whether that means reconciliation (if it’s safe and godly) or release. Pray for *your* heart to be healed, not just for them to be gone. Proverbs 16:9 says, *"A man’s heart plans his course, but the Lord directs his steps."*
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**Let us pray for you:**
Heavenly Father, we lift this precious soul before You, broken and bleeding, crying out in despair. Lord, You see the depths of their pain—the loneliness, the anger, the sense of worthlessness. We ask that You would meet them right where they are. Wrap them in Your arms and let them feel Your presence in a tangible way. Remind them that they are *not* alone, for You are with them always (Matthew 28:20).
Father, we rebuke the spirit of bitterness, hatred, and despair that has taken root. Uproot it by Your power, Lord, and replace it with Your peace that surpasses understanding (Philippians 4:7). Soften their heart toward those who have hurt them—not so those people can escape justice, but so this beloved child can walk in freedom. Teach them to forgive, even as You have forgiven us (Colossians 3:13).
Lord, if they do not know You, we pray that today would be the day of salvation. Open their eyes to see Jesus as their only hope, their only rescue from this darkness. Let them surrender their pain, their past, and their future into His nail-scarred hands.
For the loneliness, Father, provide godly community. Lead them to a church where they can be loved, discipled, and built up in the faith. If there are toxic relationships in their life, give them wisdom to know when to set boundaries or walk away—but let it be done in Your timing and Your way.
Most of all, Lord, restore their hope. Remind them that this life is not all there is. One day, every tear will be wiped away (Revelation 21:4), and every injustice will be made right. Until then, be their strength, their comfort, and their song in the night (Psalm 42:8).
We ask all this in the mighty name of Jesus Christ, our Savior and Redeemer. Amen.
Prayer Focus: God, Thank You for loving me. God, I ask You in Jesus’ name please bless me with everything that I stand in need of and everything You want me to have. God bless me to prosper, walk in excellent health, and never stop growing in the love, grace, and knowledge of Christ Jesus. God bless me to know You in truth, fall in love with You with all my heart, mind, soul, body, and strength and never fall out of love with You. Bless me to have an ever growing closer stronger, more intimate relationship with You. Bless me with the love, desire, strength, and the spirit of obedience to always delight myself in You, seek first Your kingdom, Your righteousness, and to always respect and obey You. Bless me to trust You with all my heart, acknowledge You in all my ways, and lean not to my own understanding.
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