jenita - you do have a purpose. God has a purpose for each and everyone of us. God creates no losers. If the people around you are negative, you need to remove yourself from that negative environment. Search for positive. Be positive. Positives attracts positive and negative attracts negative. You need to change your outlook on life to reflect positive and you will see the positive flock to you.
I suggest getting one of Joel Osteen books, or watch one of his seminars on TV. He is a positive speaker and teaches you how to become a better you and how to deal with negativity. Remember God created no losers, and God wants you to succeed, but God needs you to help yourself succeed. Turn your troubles over to God. Mediate, find a quiet place where only you and God will be, alone. Reach deep down inside, you will find you are a beautiful, person. You will not find a loser.
Consider casting out or rebuking any evil that is entering your life. But your must believe. Confess your sins, and give your troubles to God. Here is a prayer for casting and binding Satan from your life.
Prayer # 1
I'm a Christian,
a believer and follower of Jesus Christ (Yeshua) the Biblical Messiah.
Holy Ghost please do the work I need right now.
In the Name, Power and Authority of Jesus Christ the Almighty,
I renounce any attacks of the enemies of God upon my family.
I renounce the presence of any enemies of God upon my family.
In the name of Jesus Christ I command them to be bound and rebuked away and never return! Holy Ghost, please empower this prayer right now. In Jesus Christ I pray, Amen
Prayer #2
Dear Jesus,
protect my family from evil.
Position guardian angels of Heaven around this home.
Please take my fears.
Thank you for all you have done.
I choose to trust in you.
Amen.
Prayer #3
Higher Forces
Come into my body
Give me strength, guidance and protection
And please God,
Put a strong protective Light around my body,
And in the name of Jesus,
Cancel all negative thoughts and actions
that are being directed to me,
and eliminate the enemies power
to do any evil to me.
So shall it be.
In Jesus Christ's name I pray,
who lives and reigns with the Father and the Holy Spirit
One God
forever and ever.
Amen~
Prayer #4
I command you, Satan, devil, evil and angles of the Satan, in the Name of Jesus Christ, that you are bound and must leave the stronghold you have on me and my family.
You can modify the prayers for your sole purpose and use any prayer here that might fit your needs.
You may seek the advise from a Church, speak with a Christian about your troubles.
Remember to put God number one. He wants to heal you, but you need to allow him. One of the first things to being healed is to forgive. Remember the hate. Forgive those that have done you wrong, and your healing process will begin. See to forgive, is not for the other person, it for yourself, for you need to forgive to let go, and to let go will start the process of healing.
My prayer to you.
Dear Heavenly father, Put your hands upon Jenita, give her the strength she needs to overcome this battle. Please guide her and teach her the only way to solve her problems is through you. Be with her, heal her and give her strength. Show her how to forgive, so that she may heal herself. In Jesus Christ I pray, Amen
My God Bless you and keep you safe!