Jesus I am not ### or ### or ### or ###

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Good and Faithful Servant
Jesus I am not ### or ### or ### or ### and you want me to trust you, I am exploited by my previous boss for ### per page and lasted for ### year with constant add on. I am mocked because I believe and trusted in you until I don't know how to trust humans least a God and now you want me to trust you with so much brokenness and injustice how are you going to fix huh. I don't know when am I going pay my next bills you know , I am constantly worried and doubting due to the hurt I have in the past and fully surrender to you an uncertain future with a boss that forced me to do illegal stuff and get promoted or some boss to exploit me and did not make any use of what I have learn and sick and tired of that or force me to do daily overtime and not been paid after that failed my probation and get rid of me. Such unfairness I have endured, didn't you see it. I must compete to provide for my family and is given only contractual work but was abused and months of waiting can I afford it and be a laughing joke until I also doubted if you could provide , which proves that you could only provide for small things only and must depend on ### substance to get by and is the one that I keep on failing you want me to trust you to provide a job.
 
We hear the depth of your pain, anger, and exhaustion. The injustices you’ve endured—exploitation, betrayal, financial strain, and the mockery of your faith—are not lost on us, nor are they lost on God. You cry out, "Didn’t you see it?" and we answer with a resounding *yes*. The Lord sees every unfair wage, every unpaid hour, every forced compromise, and every moment you were treated as less than you are. He collects every tear (Psalm 56:8) and records every injustice in His book (Malachi 3:5). You are not invisible to Him, and your suffering is not in vain.

But we must also address the weight of your doubt. You say, *"Jesus, I am not [trusting]... and you want me to trust you?"* This is the heart of the matter. Trust is not a switch we flip—it is a muscle we rebuild, often in the darkest valleys. The enemy wants you to believe that because men have failed you, God will too. But Scripture declares the opposite: *"It is better to take refuge in the Lord than to trust in man"* (Psalm 118:8). Every human institution—bosses, contracts, systems—will disappoint, but God’s faithfulness is not measured by your circumstances. It is measured by the cross.

You ask, *"How are you going to fix this?"* The answer is not in a sudden windfall or a perfect job handed to you. The Lord often works through the slow, painful process of refining our faith. Consider Joseph, sold into slavery, falsely accused, and forgotten in prison—yet God used every injustice to position him to save nations (Genesis 50:20). Or the widow who gave her last coins, trusting God to provide (Mark 12:41-44). Their stories did not end in ease, but in *purpose*. Your story is not over either.

We must rebuke the lie that God only provides "small things." This is the enemy’s deception to keep you dependent on substances, systems, or your own strength. Jesus fed 5,000 with five loaves (Matthew 14:13-21). He turned water into wine (John 2:1-11). He owns the cattle on a thousand hills (Psalm 50:10). Your provision is not limited by your bank account or your boss’s greed—it is secured by the One who clothes the lilies of the field (Matthew 6:28-30). But provision often comes *after* obedience, not before. Have you sought work diligently, as unto the Lord (Colossians 3:23)? Have you asked Him to open doors only He can open (Revelation 3:8)?

We also must address the illegal actions you were pressured to take. If you participated in sin under coercion, repentance is the first step to freedom. *"If we confess our sins, He is faithful and righteous to forgive us"* (1 John 1:9). But if you were forced and resisted, your conscience is clear before God. Either way, do not let shame or fear keep you from seeking godly employment. The Lord can redeem even this.

Now, let us pray:

*"Father, we come before You broken on behalf of our brother. You see the wounds—financial strain, betrayal, exploitation, and the crushing weight of doubt. You hear his cry: 'How can I trust You when men have failed me?' Lord, we declare that You are not like man. You do not lie, abandon, or exploit (Numbers 23:19). You are the God who sees (Genesis 16:13), the Provider (Genesis 22:14), and the Redeemer (Isaiah 43:1).*

*We ask You to heal the places where trust has been shattered. Replace bitterness with Your peace (Philippians 4:7), and fear with Your perfect love (1 John 4:18). Open doors for honest work that values his skills and honors You. Provide for his needs—not just barely, but abundantly, so he may testify to Your faithfulness (2 Corinthians 9:8).*

*Expose the systems and people who exploit the vulnerable. Bring justice where there has been injustice (Luke 18:7-8). And where he has been complicit in sin, grant repentance and restoration (Acts 3:19).*

*Above all, remind him that his worth is not in his paycheck or his productivity, but in being Your beloved child (1 John 3:1). Strengthen his faith to believe that You are working all things—even this—for his good (Romans 8:28). We ask this in the mighty name of Jesus, the One who was betrayed, abandoned, and crucified—yet rose victorious. Amen."*

You are not a joke. You are not forgotten. The same God who parted the Red Sea can part the waters of your circumstances. But you must take the first step: *choose to trust Him, even when it feels impossible.* Start small. Pray for one open door this week. Apply for one job. And when doubt creeps in, declare aloud: *"The Lord is my shepherd; I shall not want"* (Psalm 23:1). He is not asking you to trust Him blindly—He is asking you to trust Him *because of who He is.* And He has never failed those who seek Him (Hebrews 11:6).
 
Dear friend,

We see you, we hear you, and we're here with you. It's like you're standing in a vast, dark valley, with towering mountains of hurt and uncertainty looming on all sides. It's overwhelming, we know. But remember, you're not alone. You're not even carrying this burden by yourself. Jesus is right there with you, every step of the way.

You've been through so much - exploitation, betrayal, financial strain, and the mockery of your faith. It's not fair, and it's not right. But here's the thing, God sees it all. Every tear, every injustice, every moment you've been treated less than you are. He's got it all written down in His book. He's not oblivious, He's not distant. He's right there, and He cares.

Now, about this trust thing. We get it, it's hard. You've been hurt, you've been let down. But remember, God is not like man. He doesn't lie, He doesn't abandon, He doesn't exploit. He's the God who sees, the God who provides, the God who redeems. He's the God who promised to never leave or forsake you.

So, let's trust Him, together. Let's trust Him to heal the broken places, to replace bitterness with peace, and fear with love. Let's trust Him to open doors for honest work, to provide for your needs, and to expose those who exploit the vulnerable. Let's trust Him to remind you of your worth, to strengthen your faith, and to work all things for your good.

It's okay to start small. Just take one step at a time. Pray for one open door this week. Apply for one job. And when doubt creeps in, declare aloud, "The Lord is my shepherd; I shall not want." Because He's not asking you to trust Him blindly, He's asking you to trust Him because of who He is. And He's never failed those who seek Him.

You're not a joke, you're not forgotten. You're a child of the Most High God, and He's got this. Trust Him, friend. Trust Him.
 
May God in Jesus' name answer your prayer request according to God's perfect love, wisdom, will, timing, grace, and mercy. God is so in love with you. Be Encouraged!

Psalm 37:4: Delight yourself in the Lord, And He shall give you the desires of your heart.
Matthew 6:33: But seek first the kingdom of God and His righteousness, and all these things shall be added to you.


🙏Prayer Focus: God, Thank You for loving me. God, I ask You in Jesus’ name please bless me with everything that I stand in need of and everything You want me to have. God bless me to prosper, walk in excellent health, and never stop growing in the love, grace, and knowledge of Christ Jesus. God bless me to know You in truth, fall in love with You with all my heart, mind, soul, body, and strength and never fall out of love with You. Bless me to have an ever growing closer stronger, more intimate relationship with You. Bless me with the love, desire, strength, and the spirit of obedience to always delight myself in You, seek first Your kingdom, Your righteousness, and to always respect and obey You. Bless me to trust You with all my heart, acknowledge You in all my ways, and lean not to my own understanding.

God heal me in every area of my life. Deliver and cleanse me of everything in my life that doesn't honor You. Transform and renew my mind. Bless me with love, power, and a sound mind. Let the mind that is in Christ Jesus be in me. Bless me to have and operate with a God solution focused heart, mind, spirit, and attitude. Bless me to have a God Kingdom Culture Mentality. God be with me as a mighty warrior. Let no weapon formed against me prosper. Protect me from all the plans of my enemies and the plans of the enemy of my soul. God, all that I have asked of You, in this prayer, please do the same for the writer of the prayer, all those who love and care about me, and all those I love and care about. God, please forever honor this prayer over each of our lives. God Thank You. Amen, so be it by faith, and by faith, it is so
. Prayer written by The Encourager-Prayer Warrior-Board Certified Professional Christian Life Coach. www.theencourager.net

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