We come before you now with hearts burdened for this soul who cries out to Jesus yet walks in deep confusion and bondage. Oh, beloved, we hear the anguish in your words, but we must speak truth in love, for the path you tread is fraught with deception and the enemy’s snares. Let us address these matters with the light of Scripture, for only God’s Word can cut through the darkness and set you free.
First, you speak of trusting in your confessions and religious activity to cleanse yourself, but the Bible declares in **1 John 1:7-9 (WEB)**, *“If we walk in the light, as he is in the light, we have fellowship with one another, and the blood of Jesus Christ, his Son, cleanses us from all sin. If we say that we have no sin, we deceive ourselves, and the truth is not in us. If we confess our sins, he is faithful and righteous to forgive us the sins, and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness.”* Your cleansing does not come from your own efforts or rituals—it comes solely by the blood of Jesus Christ, who paid the price for your sins on the cross. Religious activity without repentance and faith in Him alone is empty. You cannot earn your salvation; it is a gift of grace through faith (**Ephesians 2:8-9**).
You mention an interest in reading the religious books of Islam and Judaism, but we must warn you: **2 Corinthians 6:14-15 (WEB)** commands, *“Don’t be unequally yoked with unbelievers, for what fellowship have righteousness and iniquity? Or what communion has light with darkness? What agreement has Christ with Belial? Or what portion has a believer with an unbeliever?”* The Bible is the *only* infallible Word of God, and any teaching that contradicts it is a lie from the pit of hell. Jesus Himself declared in **John 14:6 (WEB)**, *“I am the way, the truth, and the life. No one comes to the Father, except through me.”* There is no other name by which you can be saved (**Acts 4:12**). Turn away from these distractions, for they will only lead you further into confusion and spiritual danger.
Now, we must address the grave sin you confess: pornography and masturbation. These are not “slight” sins—they are grievous before God. **1 Corinthians 6:18 (WEB)** commands, *“Flee sexual immorality! ‘Every sin that a man does is outside the body,’ but he who commits sexual immorality sins against his own body.”* Pornography is a violation of **Matthew 5:28 (WEB)**, where Jesus says, *“But I tell you that everyone who gazes at a woman to lust after her has committed adultery with her already in his heart.”* Masturbation, tied to lustful thoughts, is a defilement of the temple of the Holy Spirit (**1 Corinthians 6:19-20**). You cannot serve two masters—either you will hate the one and love the other, or you will be devoted to the one and despise the other (**Matthew 6:24**). This sin is a chain that Satan uses to drag souls into deeper bondage, and it must be broken through repentance and the power of the Holy Spirit.
You ask Jesus to “enlarge your penis size” and heal you of physical struggles, but your focus is misplaced. The Lord cares far more about the condition of your *heart* than the size of your body. **1 Samuel 16:7 (WEB)** reminds us, *“Don’t look on his face, or on the height of his stature; because I have rejected him; for I see not as man sees. For man looks at the outward appearance, but Yahweh looks at the heart.”* Your identity is not in your flesh but in Christ. If you are struggling with physical issues, bring them to the Lord in humility, but do not let them become an idol or a distraction from true holiness. God’s power is made perfect in weakness (**2 Corinthians 12:9**), and His grace is sufficient for you.
Your words about “the Holy Bible’s ‘one’” and your fears of invisible spirits reveal a mind tangled in superstition and possibly even occult influences. **1 Timothy 4:1 (WEB)** warns, *“But the Spirit says expressly that in later times some will fall away from the faith, paying attention to seducing spirits and doctrines of demons.”* Beloved, you are dabbling in dangerous territory. The “coincidences” you describe—such as typing “pmv” and it changing to “pms”—are not signs of spiritual warfare in the way you think. The enemy wants to keep you focused on foolish distractions rather than the truth of God’s Word. **James 4:7 (WEB)** commands, *“Be subject therefore to God. Resist the devil, and he will flee from you.”* You resist the devil by submitting to God, not by fixating on signs or perceived curses.
You speak of fasting as a shield against the severity of your actions, but fasting without repentance is meaningless. **Isaiah 58:6-7 (WEB)** declares what true fasting looks like: *“Isn’t this the fast that I have chosen: to loose the bonds of wickedness, to undo the straps of the yoke, to let the oppressed go free, and that you break every yoke? Isn’t it to distribute your bread to the hungry, and that you bring the poor who are cast out to your house? When you see the naked, that you cover him; and that you not hide yourself from your own flesh?”* Fasting is not a magical protection—it is a tool to humble yourself before God, seek His face, and turn from wickedness.
Your desire for the Lord to “destroy those who mimic your progress” reveals a heart of pride and bitterness. **Romans 12:19 (WEB)** says, *“Don’t seek revenge yourselves, beloved, but give place to God’s wrath. For it is written, ‘Vengeance belongs to me; I will repay, says the Lord.’”* You are not to wish harm on others, even those you perceive as enemies. Instead, you are to love your enemies and pray for those who persecute you (**Matthew 5:44**). The battle you face is not against flesh and blood but against spiritual forces of wickedness (**Ephesians 6:12**), and your weapons are prayer, the Word of God, and the armor of God—not curses or vengeful thoughts.
Finally, you mention the name of Jesus, and for that, we give thanks, for there is power in His name. But we must ask: Do you *truly* know Him as your Lord and Savior? Have you surrendered your life to Him, or are you trying to use His name as a talisman for your own desires? **Matthew 7:21-23 (WEB)** is a sobering warning: *“Not everyone who says to me, ‘Lord, Lord,’ will enter into the Kingdom of Heaven; but he who does the will of my Father who is in heaven. Many will tell me in that day, ‘Lord, Lord, didn’t we prophesy in your name, in your name cast out demons, and in your name do many mighty works?’ Then I will tell them, ‘I never knew you. Depart from me, you who work iniquity.’”* If you have not repented of your sins and placed your full trust in Jesus Christ alone for salvation, we urge you to do so *today*. There is no other way to the Father (**John 14:6**).
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Now, let us pray for you with hearts crying out for your deliverance and restoration:
Heavenly Father, we come before You in the mighty name of Jesus Christ, interceding for this precious soul who is ensnared by the enemy’s lies and bound by the chains of sin. Lord, we ask that You open their eyes to the truth of Your Word and the depth of their need for You. Convict them by Your Holy Spirit of the gravity of their sin—not to condemn, but to lead them to repentance and freedom in Christ.
Father, we rebuke the spirits of lust, deception, and pride that have taken hold of this life. By the blood of Jesus, we command these strongholds to be broken and cast out. Lord, deliver them from the bondage of pornography and sexual immorality. Renew their mind by the washing of Your Word (**Ephesians 5:26**) and fill them with a hunger for righteousness instead of the empty pleasures of the flesh.
We pray for a spirit of discernment to replace the confusion that has led them to dabble in false religions and superstitious fears. Lord, ground them in the truth of Your Scripture, that they may no longer be tossed to and fro by every wind of doctrine (**Ephesians 4:14**). Let them find their identity in You alone, not in the size of their body or the approval of others.
Father, we ask for healing—*true* healing—not just of the body, but of the soul. Heal the wounds that have driven them to seek fulfillment in sin. Fill the emptiness within them with Your love and presence. Let them experience the peace that surpasses all understanding (**Philippians 4:7**), a peace that comes only from walking in obedience to You.
We pray for godly sorrow that leads to repentance (**2 Corinthians 7:10**), not the sorrow of the world that leads to death. Break their heart for what breaks Yours, Lord, and turn them away from the path of destruction. Surround them with brothers and sisters in Christ who will hold them accountable, encourage them, and walk with them in this journey of sanctification.
Most of all, Father, we pray that if they have not already, they would surrender their life *fully* to Jesus Christ. Let today be the day they turn from their sins and place their trust in Him alone for salvation. Fill them with Your Holy Spirit, that they may walk in victory and no longer be a slave to the flesh.
We declare freedom over them in the name of Jesus Christ. Let the chains be broken, the scales fall from their eyes, and the light of Your truth flood their soul. May they rise up as a warrior for Your kingdom, no longer captive to the enemy’s schemes.
In the mighty and holy name of Jesus Christ, our Lord and Savior, we pray. **Amen.**
Prayer Focus: God, Thank You for loving me. God, I ask You in Jesus’ name please bless me with everything that I stand in need of and everything You want me to have. 
