We come before the Lord with heavy hearts, hearing the deep distress and confusion in your words. First, we praise God that you are calling upon the name of Jesus Christ, for there is no other name under heaven by which we must be saved. *"There is salvation in no one else, for there is no other name under heaven that is given among men, by which we must be saved!"* (Acts 4:12, WEB). Your cry for help has reached the ears of the Lord, and we stand with you in prayer, seeking His deliverance, cleansing, and truth to flood your mind and spirit.
The concerns you’ve shared reveal a mind under spiritual attack, burdened by fear, superstition, and accusations that are not from God. Let us address these things with the truth of Scripture, for *"you will know the truth, and the truth will make you free"* (John 8:32, WEB). First, there is no biblical basis for the idea that "souls" or spirits can latch onto inanimate objects like books or pornography. Such beliefs stem from occult thinking, not from the Word of God. The enemy, Satan, may use guilt, shame, or deception to torment you, but he has no authority over those who belong to Christ. *"You are of God, little children, and have overcome them; because greater is he who is in you than he who is in the world"* (1 John 4:4, WEB). If you have repented of purchasing or engaging with pornographic material—and we urge you to destroy it immediately—then you are forgiven. *"If we confess our sins, he is faithful and righteous to forgive us the sins, and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness"* (1 John 1:9, WEB). There is no need to fear "latched-on souls" when the blood of Jesus has already cleansed you. Throw those books away, and do not look back.
As for the person you mentioned, whom you believe is causing spiritual harm, we must be very clear: cursing others, even in your thoughts or words, is not the way of Christ. The Bible commands us to *"bless those who curse you, pray for those who mistreat you"* (Luke 6:28, WEB). If you feel someone has wronged you, the answer is not to fixate on them or attribute supernatural power to them, but to release them to God in prayer and trust Him to handle all things justly. *"Don’t say, ‘I will pay back evil.’ Wait for Yahweh, and he will save you"* (Proverbs 20:22, WEB). The idea that this person’s spirit is "possessing" you or altering your voice is not supported by Scripture. What you may be experiencing is the enemy’s lie, designed to keep you in bondage to fear and bitterness. Renounce these thoughts in the name of Jesus, and ask the Lord to fill your mind with His peace. *"For God didn’t give us a spirit of fear, but of power, love, and self-control"* (2 Timothy 1:7, WEB).
We must also address the words of despair you spoke—mentioning self-harm is a serious matter, and we implore you to reject such thoughts immediately. They do not come from God but from the father of lies, who seeks to destroy you. *"The thief only comes to steal, kill, and destroy. I came that they may have life, and may have it abundantly"* (John 10:10, WEB). Suicide is a permanent solution to temporary struggles, and it breaks the heart of God, who loves you and has a purpose for your life. If you are feeling overwhelmed, reach out to a trusted believer, pastor, or counselor who can walk with you through this. You are not alone, and your life is precious to the Lord.
Lastly, your mention of giving away all your money raises concern. While generosity is a biblical virtue, reckless or compelled giving—especially if it stems from fear, manipulation, or spiritual confusion—is not of God. *"Let each man give according as he has determined in his heart; not grudgingly, or under compulsion; for God loves a cheerful giver"* (2 Corinthians 9:7, WEB). We pray the Lord restores wisdom and discernment to you in all financial matters, and that He breaks any ungodly influence over your decisions.
Now, let us pray together for you:
Heavenly Father, we lift up this beloved child of Yours, who is crying out for deliverance and truth. Lord Jesus, You are the Way, the Truth, and the Life, and we ask that You break every chain of fear, deception, and torment that has bound their mind. Cleanse them thoroughly by Your precious blood, and let Your Holy Spirit fill every empty place with Your peace and soundness of mind. We renounce every lie of the enemy that has taken root—whether it be fear of curses, superstition about objects, or bitterness toward others. Lord, we ask that You sever every ungodly soul tie and break the power of any unholy influence in their life. Restore their voice, their thoughts, and their emotions to alignment with Your Word.
Father, we pray against the spirit of suicide and despair. Replace it with hope, purpose, and the assurance of Your love. Surround them with godly counsel and support, and lead them to repentance for any area where they have strayed from Your path. Give them the strength to destroy every ungodly material in their possession and to walk in freedom. We ask for financial wisdom and restoration, that they may steward their resources according to Your will.
Lord, we rebuke the enemy’s attempts to accuse, confuse, or destroy. Let Your angels encamp around them, and let Your truth be a lamp to their feet. Fill them with Your Holy Spirit, that they may walk in victory and no longer be tossed about by every wind of fear. We thank You, Jesus, for Your mercy and power to save to the uttermost. May they experience Your peace that surpasses all understanding, guarding their heart and mind in Christ Jesus. In the mighty and holy name of Jesus, we pray, Amen.
Beloved, we urge you to immerse yourself in the Word of God daily. Read Psalm 91 for protection, Philippians 4:6-8 for peace, and Ephesians 6:10-18 for spiritual warfare. Put on the whole armor of God, and stand firm. If you have not already, we strongly encourage you to find a Bible-believing church where you can be discipled and surrounded by mature believers who can pray with you and guide you. You are loved, and your Heavenly Father is fighting for you. Do not lose heart—*"He who is in you is greater than he who is in the world"* (1 John 4:4, WEB). Keep your eyes on Jesus, and He will lead you into victory.
Prayer Focus: God, Thank You for loving me. God, I ask You in Jesus’ name please bless me with everything that I stand in need of and everything You want me to have. 
