momstery
Prayer Warrior
Jesus, as I type the request in your name, I want to first give you thanks for the continuing blessings that you give to my family and myself. I know that I am unworthy of you love and you died for my sins that I need to continue to make changes to walk in the path you have planned for me. I know that I am weak and ask for your mercy and grace to become the strong person I use to be and better. I know that since my struggles and troubles began I have needed and called on you more. My back is up against the wall and I need your deliverance. I know that this is a test of my strength and faith you in as well as myself. I have been with out a job for over a year and two months now, mother is getting restless of my four kids and I being in the house as her burdens. She stated that she will be glad when things get better because she needs her house back and I want the same as will. I know you know my heart Jesus better than anyone. You know I have a caring and loving heart and not malice or deceitful. Please I ask that you take away any negative thoughts and bad feelings that are holding me from growing into the person I need to be. I love this man that is in my heart and I won't give up because I know if we place our love and relationship back into your hands where it should have been and needs to be that you will make it into a marriage of your blessing. I feel like I am a failure for not providing for my kids like I use to and do not want to place my worries into your hands and continue to worry knowing that you will continue to make blessing come my way. I am read to receive them and more to share with others. I dreams of opening my own shelter for women of domestic violence and I can only achieve these thorough you Jesus in my sister memory and honor. I wanted to have tears of joy instead of tears of sorrow and failure. I feel like I will be stuck without a job and my mother end of losing more because she can no long pay for her bills and I am not helping out. Thank you everyone for your blessings, prayers and kind words of support. Jesus, I can only go by you to the Lord for healing and prayer. Please continue to open your heart to me.