Baymumen
Disciple of Prayer
I've been praying for a long time for a job to sort out my life and by extension my family's life. This job, however, feels more like a burden than a blessing because I feel more stressed out than ever. It's not even what I enjoy, and it's 2 weeks in and I feel rather miserable as any bit of free/me time is gone. This job entails lots of responsibility, low pay, and long hours (8 to 6:30pm). I feel so worn out and mangled that I often wonder if this is even from God. I just basically need an income for the following: to get my possessions back that got stolen from me (I require approximately R20,000) to get my DJing, music production, writing, and performing arts back on track. I also require R7,000 to get our furniture, clothing, etc., out of storage because they've threatened to auction off our things. Since starting this job, I feel stressed out and I don't have time to myself. But the prospect of leaving leaves me feeling overwhelmed with all the things that need to be paid out. I ask for a financial breakthrough, guidance, direction, and hearing from God as to what I must do. That spirit of doubt, worry, and lack of clarity has been weighing heavily on me.