Its my 35th birthday today. 4 months ago, I ...

[Sean Tan Wei Chien]

Its my 35th birthday today.

4 months ago, I have just lost an eye to an amoeba infection, and due to it - I have lost my job. I am now living on my parents. I achive nothing in my life. Socially awkward, badly educated. I felt my life is heading towards no way. I am still alone, and is not over my ex a decade ago. The other day, I read up John Lenon's killer wikipedia, and I am finding myself developing tendencies of his traits. I am worried about the future, I see the bums on the street - and I figure one day I will join them.

I'm depress. I havent been to church for months now. I am so ashame of myself and I am isolating of my friends. where, where could i go? im spiraling downwards. Yeah, you said God loves me, I accepts that - but I really felt I am living my life in a waste - and I'm too smart to take the route of killing myself. I'm like what you would call it - lukewarm. Neither hot or cold towards life. I'm indifferent to life. I feel pathetic.

My prayer items:-

1) I wish God can speak to me - what purpose do I have for him now? blind in one eye and now jobless

2) Help me to overcome my demons - the women I had love a decade ago. Every time i sneak looking her -banned site- profile, she's living her purpose as a teacher and im heading towards the path of a bum

3) Please, pray for me. Give me hope, give me strength to change my mind. I'm so negative - I see no hope in everything.

Thank you.

Sean.

 

[Articles]

Lord, we thank you that you for the blessings that you have given us. Help us to honor you in every part of our lives. We place this request at your throne. Please hear and reply according to your perfect will and timing. Grant us the peace to know that you are in control. In Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[flower1]

The Lord is with you sister. I am 36 years of age and my boyfriend just roke up with me and i felt alone . I know the Lord is near those who seek him and i know he is near you right now . Let his will be done in your life . I stand i agreement with you right now , we bind all depression ,every voice that is not from the th Lord Jesus Christ . We cast them out and they have no athourity over your life ,IN JESUS NAME AMEN!!! Now we ask the holy spirt to enter you heart mind body and soul. To GIVE YOU UNDERSTANDING TO THE WILL OF THE LORD. Sister Iprayinf for you The bible tells us if two or more agree on earth it shall be done through the blood of Jesus Christ. I plead the blood of the lamb over all your life , NO weapon formed agaisnt you shall proser in Jesus name. I ask you that you would pray with me That the Lord will soften Owens heart and Owen and i will reunite again .

 

[Marylean]

Sean I come from the UK - where at the moment the Para-olympics are coming to an end - these great people are giving joy too so many and they are missing areas of their own body through accidents, birth defects, but an inner strength within them shines through, they havent given up - they show us able bodied people if we (they) can do it, how much more can you do. So what i'm trying to say, losing an eye doesnt make you a lesser person, but a special person, someone somewhere is watching you, to see how you deal with this. We are not placed on this earth for ourselves, but for a purpose. God is taking to you to another level now, embrace it. You lost your job, but hey another awaits you on the horizon. I pray that whatever vision God has for you, he will show, stand up young man - in the name of Jesus x

Sean I come from the UK - where at the moment the Para-olympics are coming to an end - these great people are giving joy too so many and they are missing areas of their own body through accidents, birth defects, but an inner strength within them shines through, they havent given up - they show us able bodied people if we (they) can do it, how much more can you do. So what i'm trying to say, losing an eye doesnt make you a lesser person, but a special person, someone somewhere is watching you, to see how you deal with this. We are not placed on this earth for ourselves, but for a purpose. God is taking to you to another level now, embrace it. You lost your job, but hey another awaits you on the horizon. I pray that whatever vision God has for you, he will show, stand up young man - in the name of Jesus x

 

[Member-1911399]

in the mighty name of jesus christ.god please let this person know that you love him nomatter what and please let him find peace and confort in your words and get back to church again and bless his life to have purpose in jesus name amen.

 

[firstlady]

Take control of your emotiOns Man of Gox. Jehovah trusted you with the remainder of your body and every moment is a miracle! No one is promised a life without challenges. Our appreciation for life is what we do daily! You woke up this morning and still counted among the living! You can name all the negatives; why not use this energy to count all the blessings of God? Do you know how many times your heart beats to pump o then in your body? Do you know how much oxygen is needed to breath? Do you know how much moisture the skin needs to regulate your temperature? Of course not. Our daddy cares so much about us He has all this done voluntarily by our body without our effors. That means you have time to Identify His goodness and smile! Sm

 

[MonicainNorway]

I will pray for this matter now....in Jesus Holy and mighty Name!

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