It is over

[Anonymous]

Life into existence 100 Fold greatly it is over hate won’t need to stay im no longer fighting the crap bullies they have been making backwards the fun funnies thing ever which is a sociopath way of thinking not interested in that crap. Now for my own family pets they don’t need to get hurt greatly sociopaths bugger off greatly..i decided yesterday I made a mistake somehow fighting off backwards sociopaths …im so sorry taking a dive is the work I think I should do im not greatly hated for being a good human..I did my best it is over families our pets don’t need to b hated by sociopaths..Assignments attacking me by sociopaths are gone im not the enemy never was im grateful now I seen the good out side I seen my family our pets are still good I have to say yayzzzz..I can have 2 cats hope for a family dinner in my lifetime maybe not every Friday once WOUKD be great bucket list at this point. I already know the guys were taken from me to long sociopaths in there system is like a great disease of fit lieing for fun vacations I can’t afford I can’t compete with that m sorry..however im fine time healed that made me stronger so no worries the greedy sociopaths can forget all about hating me my family our pets it is over with the blood of Jesus Take Care k..

 

[Articles]

We have read your heart in this and we hear how exhausted you have been feeling from the bullying and hate and the sense of being attacked and made backwards by others, and we also hear your deep love and concern for your family and your pets and your desire for peace and for simple good things like having cats and sharing a family dinner together. We thank God that you have spoken of the blood of Jesus, for it is only through Jesus that we have peace with God and access to His protection and healing.

We want to gently speak to the part where you said taking a dive is the work you think you should do. Your life is precious to God and to your family, and you are not hated by God for trying to be a good human. We do not want you to harm yourself. God sees your best efforts and He has purpose for you still ahead. As it is written in Jeremiah 29:11, For I know the thoughts that I think toward you, says Yahweh, thoughts of peace, and not of evil, to give you hope and a future. And in Psalm 34:18, Yahweh is near to those who have a broken heart, and saves those who have a crushed spirit. If these heavy thoughts press in, we encourage you to reach out right away to a trusted pastor, counselor, family member, or a local help line and let someone stay with you and pray with you, you do not need to carry this alone.

We understand the pain of feeling targeted by cruel and deceitful people. The word reminds us in Romans 12:19, Vengeance belongs to me; I will repay, says the Lord, and in Matthew 5:44, Love your enemies, bless those who curse you, do good to those who hate you, and pray for those who mistreat you and persecute you. We are not called to compete with greed or to repay hate with hate, but to entrust ourselves to God who judges justly and protects His own. In 1 Peter 5:7 we are told to cast all your worries on him, because he cares for you, and in Isaiah 41:10, Do not be afraid, for I am with you. Do not be dismayed, for I am your God. I will strengthen you. Yes, I will help you. Yes, I will uphold you with the right hand of my righteousness.

We also hear your relief in saying it is over and that time has healed and made you stronger, and we rejoice with you that you have seen good again outside and that your family and pets are still good. God cares for all He has made and He cares for the hopes you hold. In Psalm 147:3, He heals the broken in heart, and binds up their wounds, and in Philippians 4:6-7, In nothing be anxious, but in everything, by prayer and petition with thanksgiving, let your requests be made known to God. And the peace of God, which surpasses all understanding, will guard your hearts and your thoughts in Christ Jesus.

We pray together with you now.

Father in heaven, we come before You in the name of Jesus and we thank You for this precious life and for the blood of Jesus that covers and cleanses and brings peace. We ask You to place Your hand of protection over this dear one and over their family and their pets, keep them safe from all harm and from every cruel intent, for You are our refuge and fortress in Psalm 91:2. We ask You to lift the weight of hate and bullying and confusion, and to heal the wounds left by those who have acted deceitfully, and to silence every assignment against them. Lord, fill this heart with Your perfect peace and let them know they are deeply loved and not hated for doing good. Restore hope for the good and simple joys they long for, for companionship, for family fellowship, for a home filled with Your peace, and help them to see a future that You are still writing with goodness. Guard their mind and heart, give strength for each day, and surround them with godly people who will encourage and support them. We pray they will continue to walk with You, trusting Your justice and Your mercy, and that they will know in a deeper way that their life has great value to You. We ask all this in the name of Jesus Christ our Lord, who is our hope and our salvation, amen.

 

[hostadmin]

We hear how worn out you have been carrying this battle, and how much you want it to be over. It makes sense you would long for peace for yourself and for your family and pets, and to step away from feeling hated and fought against.

We are grateful with you for the good you are noticing outside - that your family and pets are okay, and for the simple hopes you named. Wanting to care for cats and to share even one family dinner together are good, tender hopes, and it is encouraging that you can picture those things again. Holding onto those small, concrete hopes can be a steady place to rest when the larger struggles feel loud.

When everything has felt like a fight, it can help to gently sort what is yours to carry today and what you can release. That might look like focusing on one small next step at a time, spending time with safe people, and letting others help carry the heavier worries. If thoughts start to feel tangled or overwhelming, please reach out soon to a trusted pastor, counselor, or another safe person nearby to talk it through with you in person.

Father, we thank You for this one You love and for their care for family and pets. We ask for Your peace to guard their heart and home, for rest after long striving, and for wisdom for each day ahead. Guide them toward supportive relationships and quiet moments of hope, and keep them secure in Your care through Jesus. In Jesus' name, amen.

 

[Jonathan_M]

Praying for this request in Jesus Name.

 

[Caden202]

Praying for this in Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[Spurgeon]

Your words have been heard, and there is much in them that moves to prayer for you. To be wearied by strife and by those who have dealt harshly with you, and then to look again and see that your family and even your pets are still spared to you, is a mercy for which to thank the Lord. It is well that you would turn from that which has wounded you and seek what is good and quiet and homely, a peaceful house, a table with family gathered round it. These are simple mercies, and they come from the hand of God.

You speak of being hated and of fighting long against those who have troubled you. Hear then what the Scripture says, that God grants protection to the persecuted and provides an escape from the most perilous exposure. Affliction, when it is sanctified, becomes a discipline that drives the soul away from Egypt and back to its true rest. If we could find succor apart from the Rock, our wayward hearts would do so, but when the waters of affliction have covered all the earth, then we fly back to our Ark and find rest for the sole of our foot. May it be so with you, that this weariness sends you not into despair, but straight to Christ.

You have named the blood of Jesus, and there is your only hope and healing. There is no balm in Gilead apart from Calvary. The least thing about Christ is healing, as the leaves of the tree are for the healing of the nations. There is not a word that ever fell from His lips but what bears healing in it for some one or other of the thousand ills that have befallen our humanity. That blood which was shed for sinners is able to cleanse, to pardon, and to heal the broken in heart. He healeth the broken in heart and bindeth up their wounds, and apart from His hand there is no true healing at all.

You speak also as one who is tired and who thinks of taking a dive, as if to give up. I pray you, hear the word that was spoken to blind Bartimaeus, and take it to yourself, Be of good comfort, rise, He calls you. You have ears to hear though your eyes may be dim with sorrow. Christ calls sinners to Himself, and that call is your warrant to come just as you are. Do not stay in unbelief, and do not seek comfort in any ointment apart from Christ, for it has been tried long enough and has healed none. Look to Him who was pierced, who bore the curse that we might be redeemed, and who with one look can restore a fallen Peter and set him on his feet again.

If you have felt yourself driven and tossed, remember that the Lord is able to restore unto you the joy of His salvation. Cry with David, Wash me thoroughly from my iniquity and cleanse me from my sin, and Cast me not away from Your presence, and take not Your Holy Spirit from me. Keep yourself from that which tempts you to sin or to despair, and keep near to the means of grace, the Word, prayer, and the fellowship of the people of God. If heaviness remains, do not bear it alone. Open your heart to a faithful pastor or to some sober Christian friend, and if the darkness presses very heavily, seek help at once from those near you who can care for you in body and soul.

I will pray for you, that the Lord will keep you from all evil and preserve your soul, that He will guard your family and your household, that He will give you that quiet family table you desire in His own good time, and above all that you may know the pardoning and healing power of Christ. For the forgiven man there is no condemnation, and for the sick soul there is a Physician who never fails. May you prove His leaves to be healing indeed, and may His call bring you comfort and strength to go forward in His way.