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Father which art in heaven through jesus christ name! My deep confession before you lord my heart isn’t correct! Yet i‘ve been asking the holy spirit to get it right in order and nothing is being done! I would really thank you lord god to quit ignoring my plea for help changing myself! I’ve begging you to really show me how iam suppose to make a living that’s decent paying! Thank you for frustrating myself lord god with your ignoring my so small prayer to bring us more income each month! Excuse me lord god i thank you oh so much for not being a god that answer my prayer! Thsnk you lord for telling me in ways that i don’t need a increse in income! Thank you lord for this reusal i guess i don’t ever fix my rigs that in of a engine, a rebuilt engine, a engine & transmission! Thank you lorrd that allow me to excell in another line of work for myself! Thank you lord that you are being to cruel and hard on me! Thank you lord that you are destroying me, grushing me, where even i could i don’t think i would do anything for you! Thank you lord iam serious depressed as well as suppressed from becoming all i could! Thank you lord that iam forever having to forward to being someones flunking never having my own identy at all! Thank you lord that hurts because i could be more if i only had more confidence and motivevation! Thank you, thank you lord that iam nothing enough too help to be pull out of this bottomless pit too become a someone again! I ask you don’t think lord i get tired of being a mister nobody! Thank you lord that iam not been empowered to be enabled given a business i can work from home because i confess i hate being around other people! So that means i just can’t be your soul winner don’t you grasp that! Unless you decided to totally redo me lord it wouldn’t happen! What about at least work on my family becoming saved! Thank you lord that you refuse to transform me everyday! Thank you lord that you leave us in a poverity state because what ever the reason i don’t know! Thank you lord that a can’t lay hold of your will ever because i can’t figure it out! I confess iam not to bright that is why ian in misery! Thank you lord that maybe iam deaf and can’t hear what it is! I confess i guess you have broken me to mental illness! Thank you lord that you refuse to make me stronger mentall and physiclly! Thank you lord my left shoulder is still hurting and you haven’t healed other parts of my body! Thank you lord that you haven’t healed my wife of her weakness and her problems!
In jesus christ amen
In jesus christ amen