Intercede Prayer

[Steve]

FATHER IN HEAVEN IN JESUS CHRIST NAME I ASK NOW WHAT HAVE I DONE SO WRONG BEFORE YOU! THAT I AM TO BE IGNORED AND NEVER REALLY FULLY HEARD OUT! BECAUSE I AM NEVER ABLE TO LIVE A PERFECT HOLY LIFE AND DO ALWAYS YOUR WAY RIGHT! I AM TIRED OF BEING EXPECTED TO GROVAL AT YOUR FEET AND EXCUSE ME MUCH FOR SAYING THIS BUT KISS YOUUR ASS LORD GOD! I NEVER AM ABLE TO BE A BUTT KISSER THAT YOU WANT! SORRY FORGIVE IT BUGS NME THAT YOU WOULD EXPECT ME TO BE AS COMPLETELY DEAD INSIDE! MY FLESH WON’T DIE SO EASY BECAUSE IT’S TO STRONG TO DIE! BECAUSE I HAVE NOT THE STRENGTH TO TOTALLY DENEY MY FLESH WHAT IT WANTS IS FREEDOOM FROM YOUR CONSTRAITS OF RULES YOU COMMAND! IS THERE A WAY THAT MY HEART COULD BE ENABLED, TO BE EMPOWER TO JUST TRANSFORM ITSELF COMPLETE SPIRITUAL TRANSFORMATION! THANKS YOU ALOT THAT I I AM NOT ENABLE AND VERY MUCH EMPOWERED! TO REALLY BE ENABLE TO BE GIVEN THE NECESSAY RESOURCES OR TOOLS TO REALLY EFFECTIVELY TAKE REAL GOOD CARE OF MY FAMILY! WHY COME ON! I WILL THANK YOU TO INFORM ME WHY HAVE YOU CURSED ME LORD GOD THE FATHER! TO LIVE A LIFE FULL OF FRUSTRATED MISERY ANYWAY? THAT MISERY IS THAT I HAVEN’T BEEN FULLY ENABLE AND MADE CAPABLE ENOUGH TO TAKE CARE OF MY FAMILY! THAT FORGIVE ME THAT I HAD REQUESTED TO HAVE YET I WASN’T GOING TO BE BE MADE CAPABLE ENOUGH TO PROVIDE WELL FOR! WHY IN JESUS CHRIST NAME I REQUEST TO BE INFORM AS OF THIS MINUTE! HOW COULD ME BEING FRUSTRATED CONFUSED UPSET BECAUSE I AM NOT BEEN ENABLE ALLOWED TO PROVIDE WELL FOR MY FAMILY! MAKE ME REMOTELY FEEL LIKE TO TRUST A GOD THAT HAS TAKEN AWAY MY ABILITY TO EVEN BE ABLE TO DO A SIMPLE THING LIKE SERIOUS MONEY SO MY FAMOILY HAS ALL THEY NEED AND THEN SOME! DON’T YOU GET IT I CAN’T STAND IT! BECAUSE I CAN’T EVEN GO BUY A DECENT 1 TON CREW CAB PCKUP! OR NOT EVEN TWO GOOD SIZE CHAIN SAWS TO GO CUT WOOD! BECAUSE WE CAN’T FIND RELIABLE MAN TO BRING US THE WOOD WE NEED! THERE TO WISH WASHEY NOT DEPENDABLE FLIGHTY! DAMIT LORD GOD I AM TRUIRED OF BEING EXPECTED TO ENJOY BEING A HASBEEN! THANK YOU SHOULD I BE SAYING THAT I SEEM TO BE PRETTY WORTHLESS OF MAKING ANY GOOD PROGRESS TO GETTING ANYWHERE IN LIFE! THANK YOU I AM LEFT IN THE GUTTER OF CURSED DAMNATION ! ALL BECAUSE I NEVER WANT TO DO THE WORK OF THE LORD GOD THE FATHER OF HEAVEN! WILL I EEVR BE GRACLY FORGIVEN! I AM TIRED OF MY EXSISTENCE AS A WORTHLESS BEGGER THAT HAS HIS ENABLE ABILITY STRIP FROM HIM AND THROWN IN A MIRER OF DESPAIR AND INCOMPLETENESS BEING ANYGOOD FOR GOD! THEN I AM KEPT STIRR UP TORMENTED BECAUSE I AM INCABLE TO BE WHAT GOD WANTS ME TO BE IT DRIVES ME GRAZY! BECAUSE I HAVE NO PEACE TO JUST SIT BACK AND REALLY ENJOY MY LIFE! NO I HAVE TO BE TORMENTED THAT I AM SUPPOSE TO BE CONSANTLY WORRIED BURDEN FOR THE LOST SOULS OF THIS WORLD! THANK YOU TO JUST QUIT TORMENTING ME TO DO THAT WHICH I HAVE NOT EVER BEEN EQUIPT EANABLE TO DO!

IN JESUS CHRIST NAME AMEN!