Vinita
Humble Servant
My Most Merciful Lord and Saviour,
Mom passed away on 19 August 2011. I could not be there in her final moments. We could not share our final words for each other Lord. I got this news while I was there in my office and while I was coming back home to meet her Lord. I was asking you, how much more Lord how much more would she suffer Lord, Lord either give her complete healing or give her eternal rest Lord and you chose the latter. Lord I thank you for giving eternal rest to my Mom and taking and welcoming her in Heaven. Lord Today when she is not there with me, I miss her and I feel bad that when she was alive and happy how much for granted I had taken her. You had especially sent such a noble soul to be my Mom, to take care of my when I was a baby, to feed me, love me and see me through and yet I was so much ungrateful to you and to her. How much she had to suffer through me when I would just not listen to her. How much she had to suffer when I used to sin, disobey and betray her. Lord Jesus I have actually brought pains to her and her soul while she was my mother and was fulfilling every duty of being a perfect mother unconditionally. Lord how much she used to pray for me, my dad and our family. How much she use to strive to keep us together and how much she wanted us to pray every evening and would really make efforts to realize the importance of prayers. Lord how much she was connected to you every minute of her life and she took all her physical pain with a smile. She was ready to be taken away by you. Lord she was truly your child. Lord today I do not have a mother. How much my mother used to pray for me, for my marriage and my career. Lord me and my dad and Saroj miss her greatly. Lord please tell her that we really really love her and life is just not the same without her. Lord please tell her that I am sorry for not being a perfect child as how she was a perfect mother. Lord thank you for every thing you have done for us post her death. The funeral and memorial service for beautiful and it was actually planned by you. There was no rain on both days even though we are in the monsoon season. The timing for each ceremony was perfect. Lord thank you for manifesting yourself so beautifully in our lives. Thank you Lord. Cant thank you enough Lord for whatever you have done.
Merciful Lord and Savior, in your loving kindness pay heed to my prayers, Amen
Mom passed away on 19 August 2011. I could not be there in her final moments. We could not share our final words for each other Lord. I got this news while I was there in my office and while I was coming back home to meet her Lord. I was asking you, how much more Lord how much more would she suffer Lord, Lord either give her complete healing or give her eternal rest Lord and you chose the latter. Lord I thank you for giving eternal rest to my Mom and taking and welcoming her in Heaven. Lord Today when she is not there with me, I miss her and I feel bad that when she was alive and happy how much for granted I had taken her. You had especially sent such a noble soul to be my Mom, to take care of my when I was a baby, to feed me, love me and see me through and yet I was so much ungrateful to you and to her. How much she had to suffer through me when I would just not listen to her. How much she had to suffer when I used to sin, disobey and betray her. Lord Jesus I have actually brought pains to her and her soul while she was my mother and was fulfilling every duty of being a perfect mother unconditionally. Lord how much she used to pray for me, my dad and our family. How much she use to strive to keep us together and how much she wanted us to pray every evening and would really make efforts to realize the importance of prayers. Lord how much she was connected to you every minute of her life and she took all her physical pain with a smile. She was ready to be taken away by you. Lord she was truly your child. Lord today I do not have a mother. How much my mother used to pray for me, for my marriage and my career. Lord me and my dad and Saroj miss her greatly. Lord please tell her that we really really love her and life is just not the same without her. Lord please tell her that I am sorry for not being a perfect child as how she was a perfect mother. Lord thank you for every thing you have done for us post her death. The funeral and memorial service for beautiful and it was actually planned by you. There was no rain on both days even though we are in the monsoon season. The timing for each ceremony was perfect. Lord thank you for manifesting yourself so beautifully in our lives. Thank you Lord. Cant thank you enough Lord for whatever you have done.
Merciful Lord and Savior, in your loving kindness pay heed to my prayers, Amen
