Alexander39
Disciple of Prayer
I was married for 12 years and was blessed with two little boys. We divorced and separated. I spent two years destroyed, broken, in pain so deep I would physically get sick. I tried rebuilding my life. I got an apt. Piece by piece bought furniture and after a year had the necessary things to live yet all the while I missed my wife and even though I had joint custody the days without my children hurt. They mean everything to me. I ended up talking to my ex wife and we reunited to try again. For three years we have been back together. I chased her affection, hoped and prayed for repair all the while she refused to open up. She chose to remain closed off. Needless to say, last week she told me that she simply can never be comfortable with me and basically can't feel what she once felt. I was asked to leave a few weeks before Christmas. My sons 9 and 6 now once again put through the pain. I do not believe in divorce but I refuse to ever put myself through this again. I must move on. I'm 39 years old and due to the situation I have nothing in life. I left with a bag of clothes. I'm not wealthy but thankful for my health, the health of my family and for the job o have. My credits been ruined, I have no saving. Please pray in Gods mercy and grace he help me. That almighty God in the name of my lord intervene. I know others suffer disease, true poverty and problems far more painful than mine so in a way I feel guilty for asking but I pray God heals us all of the emotional pain and I pray God helps me find a way to get a house for me and my sons. Our own place, a home. please pray for my situation.
