Hypomnyno
Disciple of Prayer
I'm struggling with faith right now. Like too much negativity, forget about outside ppl, inside family members are only become a part of it 
.. I build my faith up n try to be it but then my dad just demotivates me. I shouldn't be telling this but ya it's the fact 
. I have been waiting desperately for visa now. Everyday my dad is asking when will it come. N recently he is telling like, God knows what you will do, you are just creating problem and trouble for us. Blah blah.. I had a loan amount ### lakhs okay ### lakhs I paid deposit to university. Remaining ### lakhs in that everything my dad used for his work. I only told him to use things it will of help n he will return it. But now, it's become difficult for him to arrange the amount. So he is getting angry on me. I have no idea what to do. I should pay total of ### lakhs remaining to pay more to university but in installments. So first installment is ### lakhs now in September. My living expense i.e room accommodation I have to pay whole semester ka fees i.e ### lakhs in September. I have no idea now what to do. After paying these also I'll have to save up money to pay for next semester installments. I need good paying party time jobs. Please please pray 
It's only Jesus I have now to provide all my needs supernaturally.
.. I build my faith up n try to be it but then my dad just demotivates me. I shouldn't be telling this but ya it's the fact . I have been waiting desperately for visa now. Everyday my dad is asking when will it come. N recently he is telling like, God knows what you will do, you are just creating problem and trouble for us. Blah blah.. I had a loan amount ### lakhs okay ### lakhs I paid deposit to university. Remaining ### lakhs in that everything my dad used for his work. I only told him to use things it will of help n he will return it. But now, it's become difficult for him to arrange the amount. So he is getting angry on me. I have no idea what to do. I should pay total of ### lakhs remaining to pay more to university but in installments. So first installment is ### lakhs now in September. My living expense i.e room accommodation I have to pay whole semester ka fees i.e ### lakhs in September. I have no idea now what to do. After paying these also I'll have to save up money to pay for next semester installments. I need good paying party time jobs. Please please pray It's only Jesus I have now to provide all my needs supernaturally.
