I am praying for you also. Be encouraged. We all go through periods like this where we feel like we will never make it, that's okay. That you even had enough strength to type that means you are still trying. Don't give up. Often when it's hardest we are just on the verge of a breakthrough. Stand strong. Keep praying, even if it's only a few words.
The Lord is surrounding you right now. Be comforted. You can do it and make it through.
God bless.