ElisabethII
Humble Servant
I am in a hard place. My boyfriend is rejecting me after our decision that we move in together until I finished college. He is ### and I am ###. I have given up my apartment and went over by myself to start packing. He got mad at me because I did not wait for him and stopped speaking and acted harshly towards me. I was only trying to spare him because he has done so much for me already and I don't want to be so dependent. Well, I became sick because it was raining when I was moving my things. My throat and chest really hurt and he has no compassion on me. We have been through so many things in ### months because I am mentally tormented (due to infertility and too many losses in life). He has offered to help me with a second chance, but now he is frustrated and tired of me. I need prayer today, because I am on the verge of killing myself. I feel sad and a hopeless failure. I wanted to make God proud of me, but I have messed up my entire life. Now this man is not going to want me either. Please pray for my friend—that God replace what he has sacrificed to take care of me. Also pray for my concentration in school and my success on exams. Pray for my heart so I won't commit suicide over the strain.
